Have loved and lost

Forever and a day...

Prologue

He was never in my vocabulary, until one day.....

He is the ONLY word my heart knew..

Sigh.

Sad.. I never thought that I would be like this.. yesterday we're laughing out loud then today.. he's acting as if he doesn't know me..

Unhappy..

Gloomy..

Depressed.. It seems that he's following me.. well, don't take that too literally.. what i mean is that, our memories haunt me T^T

Miserable.. If you'll describe me, that's the best word that will fit..

Heart-rending..

Rejected.. ' Bakit mahal ba kita?' .. T^T

Heart breaking...

Sigh.

One.. I’ve never thought that getting hurt sucks. (Until this very day) pfft.

Two.. I used to believe that a person can make things happen. (I’m wrong)

Three.. The unreciprocated feeling made me realize that life is not fair. (And indeed, life is difficult)

Have you ever felt that you’re alone though there are a lot of people around you? Have you ever considered the feeling that you think you’re incomplete though you have almost everything? Have you ever experienced something that seems so near yet so far? Well, I did.

I fell in love with the wrong person. Yes, wrong person.

Wait, is there really a WRONG person when it comes to love? How come? What’s so wrong about it..

But…

Maybe there’s no such thing as wrong person..

Maybe that person just ..uhmm. I can’t say it..ugh.

PAIN sucks.