Is This Our Last Embrace?

Chapter Twenty-One ((Blackout))

*Matts POV*

'This is it...' I thought and walked to the studio. Dom and Chris were there, as usual, and I had arrived just in time.

Dom didn't bother to look at me or say hello. Chris gave me a small hug and patted my back lightly, to say he was here for me.

Around half way through the recording, we all took a break.

Dom and Chris went out to get food while I went up to the top level to get some fresh air. The open air roof had a small railing around it.

((trigger warning))

I stared into the blue sky as I walked towards the railing. The wind blew me around slightly but I kept my balance.

'Only a few more steps...' I whispered, my hands shaking as I placed them on the rail.

"I can do this.."

I climbed over the edge and held my arms out either side.

One more breath.

Then a fall.

I couldn't bring myself to do it though.

I moved back from the edge and sat on the railing for a little while, crying my eyes out as the wind stung into them.

"Lets.. start..over.. aga-" I sang softly, stuttering slightly from the tears that made me choke up in my throat.

Then I stood up.

And this time.

I heard a scream.

Dom was watching up from the pavement.

Chris had run up the stairs to grab me.

I only had one choice.

I jumped.