l o v e m e r i g h t |mark tuan fanfic

Chapter8

MARKS POV
"Arghh!" I groan in frustration.
I can't believe she actually thought that we would make out. This is all my fault! I shouldn't have kissed her at all!
I don't know why. But I had to find Natalee. I need to apologise. Once I step outside I see Madison and Jackson standing there. Jackson looking all confused while maddy seems like she's about to kill someone and by someone I mean me.
"WHAT THE HELL DID YOU DO?!" And I was right. She's shouting at me.
"First of all OWCH! MY PRECIOUS EARS. And second of all I did something stupid and I need to find Natalee so I can apologise." I explain to maddy what happened and she's shocked.
*slap* "you jerk. Why would you do that?!" She starts shouting again.
"I probably deserved that. What do you mean? I mean look at her. She's hot asf. Why wouldn't you expect any guy to touch her. Hasn't she been a in a relo?!"
"She has! And that's the reason why she got emotional. Her fucking ex pressured her to do stuff." Maddy seems a little calmer now.
"HE TOOK AWAY HER VIRGINITY?!" Jackson jumps in outta nowhere. For a second there I thought he left Coz he was being so quiet.
"No you idiot." And she slaps his shoulders.
"Then what do you mean? What kind of things?" I ask her.
"Stuff like lying. He used her. He forced her into rough kisses. He pressured her to do a lot of stuff. But she refused. Until she gave up and broke down. I still remember the look on her face." Maddy is going to cry soon. I can tell.
"Well now go. Go find her and apologise." Hmm she's strange.
"Ok"
I run through the holes hoping to spot a girl with shorts, curly hair and a crop top that says pink. And I don't find her. I'm so tired. Tho I don't give up. I run a little bit longer till I stop infront of the janitors room.
I hear sobs from the room. So I decide to open the door and boom there she is...Natalee. She was crying.
"Natalee...." She looks up at me and wipes her tears. She gets up and walks outta the room. I get a hold of her wrist and stop her from moving.
"Can we talk?" She nods and I take her to the nearest classroom.
"Look Natalee I want to apologise for what I did earlier." She doesn't reply. "Hey kid. I'm talking to you. Answer me" she finally looks up.
"I don't want to." She answers me coldly.
"Umm ok. I'm sorry"
"Why are you sorry?! And what are you sorry about huh?! Tell me. I'm sick and tired of your games Mark. You've made my whole entire life a nightmare." I'm loss at words.
"I know that you're just angry at me. But please calm down." I try to calm her down.
"No. I won't calm down. Boys like you are the worst. This is why I hate boys! And especially you!! You make me so frustrated and I hate that." She starts crying again.
"Natalee......"
"Just leave alone. I wish I never met you. You're the worst. I hate you. Get outta my sight now." I look at her. That hurt. Natalee...why...? I had enough so I back fired. "Me?! You're the one who agreed to come with me in the first place remember?! Now I'm the bad guy? Wtf did I do wrong? If I was a careless jerk I wouldn't be apologising. Im not heartless. The fact is that I took the courage to actually apologise to you is enough to show how much you mean to me. But I guess that's all nothing because I'm a big ass jerk. And now you're screaming and yelling me off?! I'm sorry I didn't know your ex was pressuring you. But I wouldn't have hurt to stop me would it now?! Grow up seriously." I regret saying that... It's too late now. She hates me already so why do I care?
"GET OUT OF MY SIGHT NOW!" She yelled at me. I'm so angry right now. OMG she's so fucking annoying. Why can't she appreciate the fact that I cared for her?! I still do. Why do I feel so guilty for making her sad?! She hates me, so why can't I bring myself to hate her?!

I walk back to where maddy and Jackson were standing and see them there.
"Oh how did it go? Is she alright now?" KEEP THAT MOUTH SHUT JACKSON!
"No. No she's not alright ok?! I fucking apologised yet she started blaming everything on me?! She said she hates me and never wants to see. The fact that I cared enough for her to look for her and yet she starts fights?! What the actually heck. Can't she see that I care for her?! And that she means so much to me?!" I ask them furiously. They just stand there shocked and lost of words.
"You know what forget it." I get my backpack and leave them.
"Mark...." I heard maddy call my name but I just ignored them and went home.

After he got home.
I went straight to my room and screamed of how frustrated I was. After calming down I decided to take a bath. Every time I close my eyes i remember natalee's crying face. Ok I get it she's mad and all and she didn't mean it but what she said really hurt.
*knock knock* "Mark dinner is ready" my little brother joey came to inform me that dinner was ready so I went downstairs.
"So Mark. I saw your performance today. I loved it." My mum starts praising and congratulating me.
"Thank you" I kept my head down.
"Anyway. I happen to realise there was this girl who got put into 3 groups.. I think it was the president am I right?" I could see the smirk growing on her face.
"Yeah." I bluntly answer back.
"She's pretty isn't she?" Omg
"Thank you for the dinner. Im going to my room now." I ignored her question and went to my room.
"ALRIGHT. GOOD NIGHT HONEY" my mum yells from the kitchen.
"GOOD NIGHT" I yell back.
I get ready to go to bed. I did everything and as I lay (exoooo) down my phone vibrates. I turn it on to see who from and it's from pres.
(Texting- )
Pres❤️(so cheesy Mark)
Hey Mark. Um i just wanted to say sorry about what I said, I took it a bit far.
Mark
It's fine. I'm sorry too. Good night Natalee.
Pres❤️
Good night.
Hmm it feels weird talking to her now. Idk. After a few seconds I feel myself shutting down.
--------------------
I decided to make this an only Mark POV. Hope you enjoy.