Butterfly

Yoongi's POV

~~If you haven't read SILY chapters 1, 2, 3 and 4, I'd recommend you to! Since this is a Yoongi's POV of those particular chapters! All of Yoongi's signs are in italics~~

If anyone wants to know Yoongi's POV about a situation in one of the chapters, please ask me! (http://yoongii-trash.tumblr.com/ask) If it's good enough, I'll write a chapter on it, but even if I don't write a chapter, I will still tell you and post it onto tumblr ^-^

" I love this!! I loved Signing I love you so much it was so wonderful. I had only finished it after you did a mini Q & A at the end so I couldn't ask my question but I was curious of what Yoongi's first impressions of Jimin were?? Like was he instantly drawn to him and would of tried for a stronger bond with the younger despite the language barrier or was the fact Jimin was learning sign language for him a big factor that made his feelings develop? I understand if it wouldn't inspire a mini chapter as it might not work in Yoongi's point of view but I was just curious of what Yoongi would say about Jimin when he wasn't around to Namjoon and Seokjin! Sorry for the paragraph haha! I just love these characters and wanted to know more of how Yoongi felt when their friendship and later relationship began!! Keep up the amazing writing :)"

In answer to your question, when Yoongi first met Jimin, even though he thought he was cute (doesn't everyone?), he felt slightly uncomfortable, since Jimin did stare at him a lot before he knew that he was deaf, wondering why he didn't speak etc. When he found out that the reason Jimin was staring was because of curiousity, not because he thought that Yoongi was strange or something, he started to like him, but as a friend. Yoongi gets attached to people very easily. He feels quite lonely and wants to make as many friends as he can. He becomes really strongly attached to new people, he really wants to make friends and he wants to be around them at all times. (That's one of the reasons why people abandon him, because he gets so attached.)

It's not any different when he meets Jimin, he likes him a lot and desperately wants to befriend him. The only difference is, most people become tired of Yoongi, his deafness, their lack of communication and Yoongi's strong attachment, but Jimin stuck by him through everything. It doesn't take that long for him to realise that he likes Jimin as more than a friend.

[[I'd also like to point out that this strong attachment is the reason why Seokjin was wary of Jimin at first. He knows how much Yoongi likes people, and he knows how upset he becomes when people leave him, so when Jimin and Yoongi's relationship starts to develop, he panics. He's afraid that Jimin is just stringing him along, and that he will leave Yoongi like everyone else did. :) ]]

When Yoongi finished class, he was tired. Seokjin tapped his shoulder suddenly, -Should we get coffee?- he asked, walking besides him. Yoongi just nodded, too tired to sign back. He yawned as the older held the door open for him. Seokjin tapped his shoulder again, -I'm going to the bathroom- he announced before walking to the back of the cafe. It didn't bother Yoongi, he was able to order their drinks here, he did it all the time. He hoped that Jungkook was working today; asides from Namjoon (who was on holiday right now), Jungkook was Yoongi's favourite, since he always smiled at him and doodled something silly on his cup. It always made him smile when the kid did that. But it wasn't Jungkook working today, and it wasn't any of the other workers that he knew, either. In front of a group of girls, Yoongi noticed someone new on the counter, someone he didn't recognise. He panicked quickly; did he know sign language? His heart rate was increasing, and he prayed that Seokjin would be back when the girls finished.

Only, Seokjin wasn't back when the girls left. New kid looked at him, and Yoongi could see his lips move, but he couldn't hear what he said, and he froze in fear. The boy was beautiful, possibly the most beautiful person Yoongi had ever seen, but that didn't matter right now, and Yoongi had to focus on taking deep breaths to stop himself having a panic attack.** Yoongi could feel his face burning, and as he stepped forwards, he searched the cafe in hope to see Seokjin come to save him. But he wasn't anywhere to be seen, and Yoongi felt tears at the back of his eyes. The worker was speaking again, because his lips were moving, and Yoongi frowned. -Do you know sign language?- It was worth a shot.