Lost Feelings :: Prussia x Reader

Chapter 3

Hello there ^^ I'm going to attempt to update regularly.. If I can.. Huehue.

  After what seemed like hours of Mr. Johnson lecturing you about the History of the school, and why you shouldn't flip people off for no good reason (-COUGH- SOUTH ITALY. ROMANO LOVINO-COUGH) The bell rang. Gilbert beside you, Looked increasingly nervous as everyone filtered around you both, out of the door.

You smiled, and  took his hand. "Don't worry. It's the lunch bell.." You chuckled as Gil gently brushed your hand away, face a tiny bit red.  "Shy.. Hm.." You thought.
"Do you know where to go? I can show you if you-"
"Thank you.. But I know where the cafeteria is.." He cut you off, walking off briskly. His hand was clamped awkwardly over a bulge in his jacket as he walked.

"What the hell is he hiding.." You mutter, Nearly bumping into Lovino and Antonio as you left. You could still feel Lovino's angry eyes resting on you as you tailed Gilbert, You smirked though, since Lovino was holding onto Antonio's arm.

When you turned the corner, You frowned.
"Verdammt.. He disappeared with the crowd.." You huffed, E/c eyes scanning the lunchroom, finding the perfect time to use the cuss that Ludwig had taught you; You felt so badass, To yourself of course.

"F/N!!" Squealed two voices at once, before you were 'Brutally' tackled to the floor, By a certain Blonde and brunette.

Before you knew what was happening; You were being dragged by the feet through the crowd, Two delicate hands lifting up your torso.

Only one person could be responsible for this... Amelia.

"YOU IDIOT!" You shreiked
"LET ME GO!!!"

You thrashed, Only making Feliciano drop your torso a few times, In turn earning you a hit on the head from the stone tile.

After a little while of stop, drop, and repeat; You tired out. They finally stopped, plopping you in a little seat.

You swore, They could have given you a concussion if Feli didn't carry you so close to the ground.

You looked around; Seeing familiar faces.
You see, there were many tables. Factions more like, Your group consisted of "Ludwig, Kiku, Feliciano, Amelia, Arthur, and.. Who was the other?.." You scratched your head as you tried to remember, and everyone shrugged.

"I'm right here..." Whispered a voice, and you shook it off. "I'm hearing things.."

The other groups were, Ivan, Eduard, Natalia, Raivis, and Toris. Then there was the "Bad touch Duo" Which were Francis and Antonio. Lovino persistently tried to join, but they shunned him anyway.

You began to eat your lunch, which you had secretly dragged along, when you felt a small tap on your shoulder.
"F/n..?" A familiar, German voice murmured.

"Gil?" You sighed, Turning to face the albino male.
"Can I sit here.?" He sighed, Ludwig blinking at how withdrawn Gilbert was. Before you could answer, Feliciano interjected; "Yeah! He can sit between us!" Feliciano, was conveniently seated beside you. And you sighed, Shoving over Arthur, who let out a string of "Git!" And "Bloody Wanker!" to which Amelia just laughed. Gilbert sat beside you, Avoiding eye contact with you. He then, after barely touching his food, quickly excused himself, and motioned for you to follow.

You did as was asked, and stumbled after him.

You both climbed the stairs, Onto the balcony. Once there, A series of loud chirps was heard from Gilbert's jacket, and he unzipped it.

A small, Yellow bird fluttered out of his jacket, landing immediately on his shoulder. For the first time; Gilbert smiled genuinely as he stroked the bird's feathers.
"Hush Gilbird.." He cooed softly, allowing the bird to perch on his already ruffled silvery hair.

You were about to question why he had 'Gilbird' But you were too mesmerized by how cute this was getting. Except, one bad memory still lingered about birds..

"Why are you sitting there? Get over here and meet Zhe awesome Gilbird!" He joked, gently picking Gilbird up and moving him in your direction.

Suddenly, The memory resurfaced, a flash of events clouded your eyes. The visions made your head hurt, making you want to scream out.
-A flock of black birds surrounded you, and someone lunged at you. The birds; Covered your vision like night as you felt knives driving repeatedly through your shoulders, and chest. Over. And. Over. And. Over. The only thing audible was a maniac's laughter, and your own choked screams, In the background the crowing of the birds dizzied you-

×Gilbert's short POV×
F/N's eyes widened as I extended Gilbird to her, Smiling happily.

Suddenly, she let out a small cry, and shut her eyes tight.
I blinked, as she screamed like she was being choked, and I ran to her; taking hold of her shoulders. "Hey! F/N!!" I screamed, and She dropped to her knees, whimpering something about black birds.

Suddenly, It was clear to me.

"Mein Gott.. She's having a panic attack.."  I whispered in shock, as she went limp in my grip, falling to the balcony floor. She had fainted, tears staining her s/c cheeks.

I picked her up, telling Gilbird to wait on the railing, and rushed down the stairs.
As soon as I got down to the cafeteria, I screamed at the top of my lungs;

"Come quick, F/N's hurt!"

My. God. This chapter is so dang choppy ;v;
I'M SO SORRY FOR THE PEOPLE WHO READ THE UNEDITED VERSION! I GAVE AWAY TOO MUCH OF THE PLOT