Clarification

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Mya ^💚
Heavenly •
I Played With Ms.Nicki's Daughter Noni &' We Watched Tv . After 2 Hours Had Passed , Surprisingly She Was Kinda Fun For A 4 Year Old . She Was So Beautiful Too . I Was Getting Tired By The Minute Tho .

" Noni Where Ya Mama Go Baby ?" Ms.Nicki's Boyfriend Came Out The Kitchen . Noni Pointed Toward The Stairs . I Remember Hearing Them Fight &' Ms.Nicki Saying I Was Gonna Be Staying For a Little While . Was I Nervous ? nah . Was I Afraid ? nah . I Can Say That I'm Kinda Disappointed In My Self .... I Lied More Than Twice To Ms.Nicki . Jelani Has Been Abusing Me ... For A While But I Know How Much Ms. Nicki Loves Her Brother . Nate Raped Me Before &' It's Hard To Admit . But Jelani Never Did Rape Me So I Wasn't Lying All The Way . He Has Touched Me &' I've Asked Him To Stop &' None If Those Time He Had Stopped .

When He Finally Married His Girlfriend I Had Believed He Would Have Stopped But ... NO .

I've Never Told Anyone .... I've Never Even Told My Foster Mom But When My Teacher Asked What Happen , I Said Jelani Because I Didn't Want Nate Or Jelani To Hurt Me Anymore .

" Heavenly... Heavenly?" Noni Snapped Me Outta My Thoughts .

" Yes ?" I Asked . She Pointed Toward The Steps Where Nicki Stood . I Stood  Up  Making Way Over There .

" Yess ?" I Smiled , Her Face Remained Straight. I Soon Became Worried.

" My Brother Did Touch You ? " I Frowned My Eyebrows.

Nicki •

I Still Couldn't Believe She Lied . Meek Came &' Told Me Detective Dower Called &' Jelani Confessed To Actually "Touching " Heavenly But Never Actually Raping Her . It Was All TheSame Damn Thing To Me . What Was The Difference? Instead Of Ya Fucking Dick You Used Ya Finger ? It Was All Making Me Upset . The Thought , The Outcome , It Period Disgusted Me . My Older Brother Is A Sick Man &' I Failed To Realize It To Till Now . If He Does Beat This Case ... Which I Doubt, I Will NEVER Allow Him Around My Baby .

" W-what ?" Heavenly Stuttered . I Stared At Her , How Could She Deny It When He Admitted To It ?

" He Admitted" I Told Her Never Taking My Eyes Off Of Her . She Seemed Uncomfortable Though . I Observed Her &' The Things She Did When She Was Either Nervous Or Scared. Knowing Heavenly For So Long .... I Noticed These Things , Like How She Bit Her Bottom Lip When She Was Nervous Or How She Tucked Her Top Lip When She Was Scared .

" Heavenly You Didn't Have To Lie To Me .... You Could Have Told Me ." I Told her . I Felt Suffocated , Life Was Throwing These Different Obstacles To Me &' I Honestly Thought I Was Doing A Damn Good Job .

" I'm So Sorry Ms . Nicki But -but , I Know How Much He Means To You A-a-" She Fumbled Over Her Words Stopping Mid sentence. I Smiled At How She Was Willing To Lie So My Brother Would Be Free But It Wasn't Right ... I Wouldn't Be Able To Function Knowing He Put His Hands On Heavenly &' Was Just Freely Walking About Without A Care In The World .

" Thank You Baby Girl But ... It Wasn't Right At All . I Know Your Intentions Were Good But ... Do What's Right . Not To Make Someone Else Happy , Do What Will Make You Happy ." I Grabbed Her Hand , Stepping Off The Steps. I Glanced Over In The Living Room , Seeing Noni Into Whatever Was On The Tv .

" Okay " She Said Just Above A Whisper. I Kissed Her Forehead, Pulling Her Into A Hug , Letting Her Know I Still Loved Her . She Was Like A Little Sister To Me &' Wanted Her To Be Open With Me .

" Listen , I Have A Rehearsal , You &' Ninnoni Are Coming With Me . " I Informed Her . She Nodded , I Smiled &' Walked Toward Ninnoni As Heavenly Began Putting Her Shoes On .

" Ninnoni , Go Put On Some Clothes &' Shoes , We Have To Go " I Told Her Cutting The Tv Off . She Sighed && ' Got Up .

Once She Got To The Stairs, She Turned Around.

" But Mommy , I Didn't Take My Bath Or Medicine . " Her Big Brown Eyes Looked Into Mine . I Sighed , When We Had Took Her To The Hospital, We Found Out That It's Just A Little Cold &' It Would Go Away Soon , Which It Did , Considering She Was More Active.

" Why Didn't Daddy Give It To You This Morning?" She Shook Her Head &' I Sighed Once Again Following Her Upstairs.





" Sorry I'm Late Lady's " I Sighed Walking Into The Room . I Scanned The Studio , Noticing I Was Short A Dancer .

" Who's M-"

" I'm So Sorry , I'm Late " Ella Rushed In . A Small Smile Grew On My Face Seeing The Little Girl She Had With Her But That Still Didn't Change The Fact That She Was Late .

" Why You Late ?" I Asked , She Seemed Nervous.

" I Had To Get Mya Ready &' Than I Couldn't Take Her To Daycare Which Was All The Way Across Town . Th-" she Rambled .

" Ella I Get It . " I Smiled &' Chuckled.

" Listen , My Assistant It Gonna Be Watch My Daughters , She Can Also Watch Mya . That Way We Can Start . Cool ?" I Asked Her , She Smiled &' Nodded .

" Thank You So Much Nicki " She Smiled,

" No Problem "

" Arianna !" I Shouted , She Came In View &' Made Her Way Over .

" This Ella , She Has A 3 Year Old &' We Were Wondering If You Could Watch Her Too Along With Ninnoni ..." I Trailed Off , Arianna Nodded Slightly.

" Sure " She Smiled , Ella Sighed In Relief.

" Thank You So Much " She Handed , Arianna, Mya's Bag  &' Explained Somethings To Here Before Once Again Thanking Her &' Than We Got To Work . I Have A Show Coming Up &' I Wanted Things Perfect . I Want It Better Than My Last Show .

As Rehearsal Went On , I Began To Think About Meek &' How I Slapped Him . I Was Upset &' I Should Apologize But I Want Him To First . I Love Meek But The Disrespect? I'll Never Go Down That Road Again . Never .

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Okay Well Just Because I Was Free Writing... Imma Post This ! 😋

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