Complications

The Performance

After I told the lady at the front desk to send Savannah, Ellie, and the boys to the auditorium I headed out of the office and started walking to the auditorium. When I was walking to the auditorium I kept thinking about how horrible my life was

-My dad died

-My mom abondon me when I was three.

-The boy I love abused me and almost killed me.

The only good things in my life were my sisters, my nephews, and my roommates.

I was balancing the pro's and con's of dying.

Con- I leave behind my sisters who are already on edge from my father dying.

Pro- All of my problems would go away. No more abuse, No more people to break my heart, and no more pain.

I felt a hot tear stream down my face.

I wiped it away as fast as it came, I didn't want people to see me cry, and I didn't want to cry.

I'm tired of crying if my dad saw me he would be so disappointed. He raised me to have a hard shell and to not cry, that crying means your weak.

I opened the auditorium doors and walked in.

It smelled like a library and was always super clean. There were about 200 empty seats. The seats were a dark red, with a black trim.

There was carpet that ran down from the door to the stage.

I walked down the carpet and everyone was already there and they all fit in the first row right in front of the auditorium.

I walked up the stairs on the side that led to the stage. Walked up to the microphone in the stand and watched as there eyes followed every move I made. Then I started..........

"Hi guys, I would like to thank you for coming. I said with a huge smile on my face but it quickly went away when I imagined what I was doing after the performance. Today will be the last day you will see me alive."

They all started to look at each other and then they put there eyes back on me.

"Before I go I will sing you guys a song"

Called Bound To You by Christina Aguleria. Then I started....

"Sweet love sweet love trapped in your love, I've opened up unsure I can trust my heart and I were Barried in dust,

free me free us. Your all I need when I'm holding you tight if you walk away I will suffer tonight. I found a man I can trust and boy I belive in lust. I am terrified to love for the first time. Can't you see that I'm bound in chains I finally found my way."

I sang the song the best I ever could I was told I was good bye many people I have never given a performance, this was my first time and it was the performance of my life.

"I am bound to you, I am bound to you, I sang looking straight at Harry I was watching as the tears fall down his face. I watched as everyone started to cry I kept singing but I closed my eyes to try and stop the tears coming but it was to late I started crying I felt so broken, so humiliated, and so ugly.

I am Bound to you. I finished closing my eyes. Then I wiped away my tears and said thank you for coming I then turned, walked down the stairs and straight out the auditorium.

HARRY'S POV-

I was in class waiting for Ariana to walk in. It was about 5 minutes into class when I turned and asked Ellie where she was. Ellie said I don't know I saw her walk to school today. I looked around no sight of her.