Complications

Stressed or Depressed?

I sat walked back upstairs to my room and laid down starfish with my face smushed in the covers.

My mind would keep trailing off and everything was scattered in my brain. Maybe she was stressed, or depressed, or I don't even know. I'm honestly so confused and exhausted.

I slowly drifted off to sleep.

SAVANNAH'S POV-

We all sat on the couch after hearing the good news about harry. A huge smile spread across my face because maybe she was finally happy.... she looked happy. I walked upstairs and climbed in the shower. the hot water smacking against my face made me so happy. Showers are a place were I like to think and I decided to do so.

I thought about all the shit Ariana has been through and Ellie and my. I though of how far we have come, and how happy we are. I was confused about me and niall.... Very confused!!

I climbed out of the shower and went down stairs.......... nobody was there.

Wtf? I called up el

"Yo where do you guys go?""

"Oh SHIT sorry we forgot about you"

I hung up the call and rolled my eyes. Lately it seems like everyone has been forgetting about me. Ariana has been focusing on Harry but I don't really blame her considering the condition he was in. Louis, Ellie and Niall wanted to baste off of Ariana's fame by messing with the pap's. Liam hasn't been around much, maybe here and there just to crash if he was out late. Zayn was busy finding places for Ariana to do concerts, ways to promote her, etc;

And of course Harry was with Ariana.

And me........ well I guess people weren't worried about what I was doing cause they figured I would always be here. I just kept thinking about how nobody would care if I wasn't here, and all the times they would blow me off I just go so upset I ran away. I ran down the street, intel I came upon the woods. I found a ditch and laid in it.

Honestly it was better than being with those people.

I smiled and drifted off to sleep.

When I woke up the next morning it was not pleasant and I missed home.

I stayed there crying and crying till no more tears could be created.

I trudged back to the apartment in the dead of night. I'm not lookin forward to tomorrow I said in my head as I walked in the door of the apartment.