One Direction Preferences

Preference #43 He finds out ... you've self harmed

I KNOW ITS #43. I'm on 2-something but a lot of people have been inboxing and requesting this so - here you go.

I'm not romanticizing it. There is nothing 'hot' 'romantic' or 'cool' about having scars for the rest of your life because you were depressed. Nothing is worth that. 

Harry- he is confused. You? You were so happy ... so full of life. You'd ever do that? Why? He used to think that self harmers were just seeking attention but he was the one who brought up the scars, so it made no sense. He thought self harmers were just emos who always dressed in black and listen to screamo. Then he met you.

Do. Not. Get. Butthurt. Because. I. Said. That. In. Harry's. Preference. I'd doubt he believes that and its just a stereotype. 

Liam- he understands. He never understood why you cry uncontrollably or scratch yourself when you get hate. Now he did. He stands up for you more often now. He tells fans accept you, or at least don't send hate.

Louis- he hates your arms because they make him remember all the times he questioned why you wore long sleeves even during summer. Whenever you sat by him, he'd stare at the burn marks, and you'd watch tears come to his eyes.

Niall- everytime he noticed you crying he'd start singing nice cute songs to make you happy. When you explained why you did it, he cried, and held you in his arms. He would kiss your scars and one day a fan noticed him kissing your scars through your window and your secret got out, and it seemed you got less hate.

Zayn- he didn't know how to respond. He hates knowing that. Luckily theres no reminders, since you had steroids in each scars to minimize them. You hated knowing at a time in your life you were weak.