Everything seemed to be getting better until, one day when I walked into school. Everyone was crying, everyone. I became scared. What if it was one of I'm girls or another grade 12? I ran to my locker hoping to see them right where they always waited for me in the morning, sense grade 7.
Thank god, they were there but even they were crying. I just stood there, scared as they snuffled wanting to say something but they couldn't. Emma finally pointed to Mrs. Lesa's door. Notes littered the whole thing but the one that captured my attention was one that said "we will miss you."
"She's gone, Nesia." Lexi said braking the silence.
"No." I said.
"Nesia. I'm sorry but,"
"SHES NOT GONE!" I yelled at her as I begin to leave.
"Nesia?" Jordan yelled after me.
"She committed suicide last night. There was nothing you or anyone could do."
I stopped dead in my tracks. I couldn't have done anything?
"Why?" I asked.
"We don't know but," Maddison stared.
"She was all that I had Maddy. She was the thing that could cep me alive."
"We know. And that's why we didn't want to tell you. We knew it would hurt you." Emma said calmly.
That was it, I just walked away. I didn't even know how to deal wit this. My favourite person in the whole world was........... gone. I was losing everything and everyone. First my father then my best friends and now my favourite teacher. My life was braking apart. Tarring into shards what what I used to have. What my life used to be. Just hold on I told myself. You've come so far.
"Hey, Nesia. Hold up." A voice said from behind me. I looked to see a boy with light brown hair and big blue eyes.
"What, Corner?" I said to him with a mad look on my face.
"I'm sorry about Mrs Lesa, I know she was important to you."
"It's fine." I said has I started to walk away.
"You don't look "fine", are you sure you're ok?"
"NO IM NOT OK, I'VE LOST VERY THING, YOU HEAR ME VERY THING!" I yelled at him as I begin to cry.
"leave me alone please" I said whispering.
He looked at me as if I were a monster.
"I'm sorry," He said. ,
I ran to my car and left the school, crying the whole way home.
When I got home I ran into my room and refused to come out for 2 days.
