A Dream Come True. [ Johnnie Guilbert]

I Snapped...

* Kates P.O.V*
I wake up forgetting that i went home and feel empty. There is no longer anyone to cuddle with. Keep me warm. Make me feel safe. To hold. I miss them. I need to go back as soon as possible because if i don't soon i think I'm gonna lose my mind. I wonder when Diego's coming back. I am really confused about Damon and Johnnie. I like both of them.. I need help. I doubt either of us will even happen. I keep flashing back to the moments when me and Johnnie were cuddling. Or when me and Damon had the conversation about my wrist. About when I fell asleep with Damon. I wonder if any of the others saw. I'm way too into my thoughts right now. I don't wanna think. So i get up and gather up an outfit together for today. I grab a towel then notice. Oh I still have Johnnies stuff on. Hehe it smells like him. He smells so good. SHUT UP KATE!. I walk into the bathroom inside my room. Taking my phone out of my pocket then undressing to take a shower. Thoughts spill out of my mind when i see myself in the mirror. I ignore like usuall and carry on getting into the shower. I wash my hair and body with my favorite soap. Tropical twist. It smells so good. When i get done I get out and dry off with the towel wrapping another around my hair so it can dry. I put a "Pierce The Veil" T-Shirt on with some slightly ripped black skinney jeans grabbing the clothes and putting them into my clothes hamper and grabbing my phone sitting back on my bed. I check ny social medias. Johnnie didn't message me... I got all of the others too. They didnt message me either. They're probably still asleep. Right?

*Johnnies P.O.V*
I haven't slept at all yet. I couldn't sleep. It's not because Kate isn't here right? It can't be. I slept fine before. I guess my body just doesn't wanna sleep. I feel so tired though. Oh well. I wanna talk to Kate but she hasn't messaged me and i dont wanna seem desperate. Because I'm not. Right? I walk out in the living room to see Kyle and josie cuddling. I take a picture. They are so cute. I post it on twitter. It says "They're cute. Best couple ever. #Goals #ImmaSignlePringle. " And tagged them. I go into the kitchen to get a poptart but theres none left. Kyleeeeeee. My phone goes off. Kate liked the picture. Is she ignoring me? Did I do something wrong? Since theres no poptarts left and i dont really want anything else i go into my room and try to sleep again. I'd say about another hour passes with thoughts running through my head I finally fall asleep. I Think it was from all that writing. I wrote a song about my mind. Because when i try to sleep my mind is racing. I guess it's a bed time song. It's called "My mind". I might record a video of me singing it. We'll see.

*Kates P.O.V*
My phone goes off. It's Johnnie. He posted a picture of Kyle and josie cuddling. I Think they were asleep. They really are cute. I like it. Wait a second. He hasn't messaged me but he posted on Twitter? Is he ignoring me? Did i do something wrong? All the things that he could be ignoring me for race through my mind. I hate thinking. Can i shoot my brain? Will that stop the thinking? I walk downstairs and see my mom crying into her arm on the island in the kitchen. "Mom whats wrong?" I call out concerned. She turns around and smiles faintly. "I have bad news.." she says making me want to cry. I hate when she crys. If she crys Shes hurt. When she hurts I hurt. "What is it?" I ask getting worried. "Well the landlord is sueing us because of all the damage your father and i have done over the years. Which means we have to move and we're not gonna have money to do that. I have to move in with one of my friends. You can't come because it's a bad place down there so you have to go stay at aunt terrys house with her and your cousins she has offered for you to come and i accepted. I can't come with you because you know she has a grudge with me for what i let happen to you. So we're gonna be apart for a while." she says with frequent tears rolling down her face. I don't want to leave her... But that may be the only way we can live somewhere. We'll be together again soon. Right? "If thats what we have to do..." I say looking away not wanting her to see me cry. "I love you baby" She puts her hand on my shoulder. "You have to go pack now hunny...I'll be in my own room packing if you need me.." She says. I can hear the hurt in her voice. I end up crying really hard and turning around crying into her shoulder. After a few minutes I calm down and walk upstairs. When i get up there i throw everything on the ground in rage. "IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT DAD" I yell. When i get to another thing I was gonna throw down I just stop and stare at it. I sit down. It's a wooden brown chest. I remember this chest. At night before I went to the mental hospital I would open it. Look at a picture of me my mom and dad as a happy family. I would end up getting so worked up i took it out on myself with a blade. I ended up keeping it inside of the chest too. Along with a locket my dad gave me. I open the chest and grab the picture and locket out of it and stare at it running them with my thumb. I put them back inside and look further into it. I see the blade. I'm so tempted. I grab it and run into my bathroom. Thats all i remember. Everything just went black. I think i had another break down. I haven't had one of those in forever.... I can't beleive it. I was doing so good. I snapped...