the girl didn't say anything she just went to the edge of the roof. Niall got nervous that she was going to jump off ,but she just sat down and let her feet dangle over the edge. Naill went over to her still waiting for an answer. She grabbed her pencil and started writing. She gestured for Niall to take a seat. He stood on the edge looking down thinking why don't I just end it all. Niall looked at the girl and she was watching his every move closely. He sat down and she smiled and wrote in her note book.
It's funny how we want help or need help ,but as soon as someone notices it or offers it we turn it down and get mad and hostile for thinking we want or need any
Niall just shrugged. He wasn't sure how to take in what she just wrote.
"Who are you" he asked
Emily
Niall just sat there looking down over the edge wondering what she could have meant. He understood what she was saying,but why was she telling it to him. Does she know? Emily tapped on nialls shoulder and handed him the journal.
I know what it's like to feel lost or whatever. I may not know why you did what you did or exactly how you feel ,but what I do know is that someone really cares about you!
Niall looked at her. Does she mean the boys? She only said someone does that mean only one of the boys? He started getting mad. He stood up. Took a deep breath faced her and let it all out.
"YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT ME! I CANT TELL ANYONE ANYTHING PERSONAL OR THE WHOLE WORLD WILL KNOW! I CANT BE WITH THE PERSON I LOVE OR ALL HELL WILL BRAKE LOSE! I CANT EVEN LOOK AT MY FAMILY BECAUSE THEY DON'T EXCEPT ME!" Niall yelled "Do you have any idea what that's like" he whispered. He started to cry into hi hands. He felt Emily pull him away from the edge and hug him. He cried letting it all out.
"I..I..I" Emily said and took a deep breath. "I didn't m...m...mean to sound l..l..like I knew you" she stuttered. "A..a..are you gay" she asked. Niall nodded. She smiled as Niall calmed down and started breathing normally. "Brown hair, blue e...e..eyed boy stayed by your s..s..side the whole time."she said. Niall just smiled remembering what Louis said when Naill was unconscious. "I m..m..may not know much b...b...but I do k..k..know he's in love with you and you n..n..need to pay att...att.. attention to him and b..b.. Believe that he loves you." She smiled.
Niall wasn't sure if he believed he or not. But h does know he doesn't want to live like this. He doesn't really know how he should deal with anything anymore. He doesn't even know how it got this way.
Inside the hospital the boys were freaking out. Where could Niall have gone.louis couldn't help but think Niall would never come back again. He couldn't let that happen because if it did he would never be able to forgive himself. "He's gone" harry said sitting on nialls bed. "Theyll find him and bring him back and when they do one of us will have to be with him at all times"Liam said. Louis just couldn't stop thinking of where Niall could be. Then it hit him Niall tried to jump off the roof.
"I'll be back ima go to the bathroom" Louis said to the boys. He didnt want them to follow especially after what they said. Louis got in the elevator and sent to the top floor Then took the stairs to the roof. That's when he heard Niall screaming .Louis just couldn't believe what Niall was saying.
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Wow I can't believe I haven't updated for three months. I just started summer so updates should happen more often! Thank you for reading hope you enjoyed it!
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Fiksi Penggemar"Not every one will care what you say. Not every one will care how you look. Not every one will care how you feel. Not everyone will love you the way I do." Louis said before the love of his life drifted into an eternal sleep , so he thought.
