Gang leaders baby (gang leader #1)

Four

Cassie:

I hear a cry from a baby my baby. He's so pretty and he's mine and Ashton's. I have to admit that even if I didn't care about him, he's the only person I've truly had any feeling of love towards.

I feel tired and close my eyes.

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Ashton:

He's so beautiful all I want to say is how much I love Cassie but I don't think she'll want to stay with me so I won't say anything. Sudenly I look to see Cassie asleep and her berthing getting weak.

"What's rong with her?" I ask the nurse.

"We need you to exit the room please" I hand her the baby and leave.

If something happens to her how will I live. I can't lose her, I can't do this alone, I'm not like her I'm afraid of being left with my son he needs a mother and I won't find a replacement.

After a few minutes I'm informed that she was just tired and needed to rest.

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Cassie:

I wake up and see Ashton playing with our little boy. I think of what I wanted to say before I fell asleep but find my self doing nothing but staring at the wonderful picture I front if me.

Sudenly I'm brought back to reality by a small cry from our baby. A nurse walks in and says "what are you gonna name him?" I look at Ashton and say "how about Jake?" He smiles at me and says "Jake it is"
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1 year and 3 months later

Cassie:

It's been a year since I had Jake and even if me and Ashton are not together we get along. He takes Jake sometimes on weekend and takes me on trips to the park with him. We're a happy family. I even started dating again and yes the guy I'm with knows about Jake. I still haven't had time to introduce him because every time I go on a date with him Ashton takes Jake with him.

The door bell rings.

"Marissa can you answer the door" I scream getting ready. I run downstairs. "Hey Conner" he smiles at me. "Hey ready to go" "I am I just need to do one more thing" I run to Jake and kiss his head. "By baby" I walk to the door.

Suddenly the door opens. It's Ashton great, note my sarcasm.

"Why don't you ring the door bell like a normal person?" I look at him with a disappointed face. "You and I both know I'm not a normal person bab-" he looks at Conner and smiles.

"Conner this is Jakes father Ashton" they shake hands. "Nice to meet you" "You too" he looks a bit upset but I ignore it.

He walks towards Jake.

"How's my baby boy?" he picks him up and makes funny faces and I can't help but smile. "Who's ready to go with daddy?" He smiles. "Oh no, you're not taking him to your house last time he almost go hurt it's here or no where go it" he nods. "Marissa don't let him leave and if he does call me and he'll have to find a replacement to lead" Marisa laughs but nods.

I go out the door with Conner.

We arrive at the restaurant in an akward state. I break the silence. "You okay?" I look at him with a woried face. "Yea I'm fine" I know he's trying to mean it, but his tone says otherwise. "Is something wrong?" I look at him wanting to read his expression but before I can he speaks again. "I don't know maybe there is something wrong" He sighs and continues "you and him you seem close and I'm kind of worried that maybe we won't ever have that kind of bond, I mean he gave you Jake and according to you that's the best thing that had ever happened to you". I look at him with disappointment " yes he is Jakes father but there are many reasons why we can't be together and I like you not him" sudenly hope shines through his face. "Really?" "Really" I kiss him and we get off the car.

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Ashton:

I hate when she goes on dates I miss spending time with her. When she first had Jake she would stay and play with me and him but now with her new boyfriend, it's like Jake doesn't even mater when I'm around.

I hear the door open and see Cassie talking with that idiot of a boyfriend at the door. She says good bye and closes the door. I know I sound like I'm jealous but I can't help but not be, I mean the only reason why I didn't tell her I loved her was because it would have made things akward and I didn't know how she felt.

"Hey" I smile and nod. "Jake already went to sleep I was just waiting to tell you he has a little bit of rash I bought him some cream and put it on the changing table" she smiles and says "thanks". I kiss her cheek and leave.

It's so frustrating not being able to talk to her without wanting to kiss her.

I get home and all I can think about is her, I haven't even been able to sleep a lot. She fills my mind and won't get out.

I love her but I won't have a chance.

I wish she was here in my arms.