Gang leaders baby (gang leader #1)

Eighteen

Cassie:

After we got back home I decided not to tell Ashton about Harry. I didn't want to make him get mad at my brother since Harry was the one who untied me. I still won't forgive him but I don't want him to get hurt in the hands of Ashton.

"Oh good your awake" Ashton said walking out of the bathroom and giving me a kiss. "Hey babe" I say standing up and walking into tw bathroom to do you know the normal stuff you do in the bathroom.

After I went downstairs where Marisa is sitting next to Jared with Jake in her arms. "Morning" she says smiling at me. "Morning"

After making some breakfast I sat down next to them. "So what you guys doing today?" Ashton asks walking in all dress up in his suit. "Well I'm going to work" Marisa says standing up to get dressed. "And I'm staying bored here since I never had a job nor anything to do" I sigh. "I know I'm sorry babe I forgot that when you had Jake you gave up on college". Ashton says giving me a kiss. "It's fine I'll find something to do with my spare time" I say but I'm not really sure what to do.

They all leave and leave me here with Jake, Fred and Sam.
"Hey Sam can you watch over Jake while I go take a shower" she nods and takes him from my hands.

After the shower I go downstairs to make lunch when my phone rings.

"Hello?" I say because it says unknown. "Um is this Cassie Walters?" "Um yes this is her" she sighs. "Can you please head down to the hospital. Your mother has been in an accident and were afraid that she might not make it"

I feel pain for a second but decide not to act on it. "I'll be right there". I say and I know what your thinking but she's my mother and I can't really ignore her even if she did all those horrible things.

I run upstairs and change then run downstairs and ask Sam to watch Jake while I go out for a moment.

I practically arived at the hospital in five minutes since I sped through every light posible. When I went inside I asked in what room she was in and ran to it.

As soon as I opened the door I was shocked my mother the person who hurt me so much is in a bed waitting for death. What happened? How did she end up like this?

I walked closer to her still not believing what my eyes were seeing. Then the dreaded sound in a hospital started that beep that told you everything was over. Only one tear fell from my eyes and I quickly dried it off as doctors walked in to try and do something but I knew she was gone and that wasn't gonna change.

Week later

The day of my moms burial no one had gone. I spent that whole day there not wanting to leave without saying my last words when he arrived.

"I haven't forgiven you still" I said as he walked closer to our mothers burial ground. "I know I jut had to say goodbye before leaving" I looked at him in confusion. Was he really leaving after not trying to fix things? "In a couple of years you should come back if you're leaving I might have forgiven you by then" he nods and walks away. "I love you" he said before completely leaving me there alone with no words.

I went back home and into my room. Ashton didn't know she was dead and I wouldn't tell him I didn't want to admit I didn't cry when my mother died.

At night I don't sleep I just lay there in bed and stare at the roof. "You okay?" Ashton asks obviously knowing something was wrong. "No I'm not okay she's dead and I didn't cry! I didn't cry!" He looked at me confused. "Who's dead?" At that moment realization hit me. "My mom, my mom is dead Ashton! She's dead!"

"Why didn't you tell me?" I keep crying. "I didn't want to admit that only one tear is what left my eyes when she died that I didn't feel hurt why why didn't I cry what is wrong with me!" He passes his hand through my back trying to help me relax. "It's gonna be okay trust me it's not your fault" he says holding me closer to him.

He's right it can't be my fault maybe I had my reasons to not cry that I don't understand yet. After a long night of crying I fell asleep in Ashton's arms. I might not cry now but maybe I'll find a reason to cry for her in the future.
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Almost over god it's so sad I had so much fun making this book. Should I make a sequel? I don't know.

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