What do I do? Why aren't I pulling away? I mean my boyfriend's brother is kissing me! He just said he loved me! WHY AREN'T I MOVING?
He pulls away and looks at me. My eyes are huge, surprised. I hear the door close, and we look over to find Mikey standing there. His fists are clenched, anger fills in his eyes. I stand up and run to him, trying to calm him down.
"Mikey please don't do anything-"
"Adren just shut up! You fucking kissed my brother?" He yells at me.
"I kissed her. She doesn't like me, I like her." Party stands up and tries to calm him down.
"Is this true?" Mikey looks at me. I nod.
Instead of calming down, he picks up his fist and punches Party in the face. He falls to floor, the impact leaving a mark on his face. Mikey looks down at him and walks out. I mouth 'sorry' and follow Mikey.
"Mikey I'm sorry!"
"Oh you're sorry? That fixes everything!" He says sarcasticly.
"Please Mikey. I'm sorry." Tears fill my eyes.
"You kissed my brother. And I thought you loved me."
"I..."
"Just, leave. We're done." He walks away and into his room.
I fall to my knees and cry. Is this really happening? I didn't even mean to kiss him! I like Party a little, a lot actually. But I loved Mikey. And all of this is ruined by a stupid kiss. I crawl to the wall, and rest my head on my knees. I sob loudly. I lost him.
Frank runs to me and sees I'm crying. He holds me in his arms tries to calm me down. I just cry even more. I can't stop. I feel being lifted and carried into a room. Grace's. It's right next to Mikey's...
I hear shouting in the next room. I open my eyes and find Frank gone.
"You broke her heart!" Frank yells.
"She broke mine first!" Mikey's voice is a little shaky.
"He kissed her, she didn't have any control."
"Well I guess it's too late now."
Frank walks out of his room. He yells one last thing. "So you're just gonna let her go that easily?"
I look over and see my gun on the table. I get up and grab it. Frank looks at me and tries to stop me. But I put it in my back pocket, and walk past him.
"Adren no. Don't do this."
"I'm not gonna do fucking suicide, Frank. I'm leaving." I turn around and look at him.
"You... No, you can't."
"Well I am."
I walk to the door say one thing behind me.
"Have fun without me."
I walk out the door, into the cold night.
~
It's about 11 at night. I've been wandering around aimlessly for an hour now. I have no idea where I'm at. I just keep following the road. There's nothing around here. Just road and the desert.
I finally see lights, and a whole lot of them. I've reach Battery City.
Time to cause some shit.