Serena's POV
Today, March 26 was normal and this time of the year our seating arrangements were then again rearranged. I was sitting in between Catt and Franky I was happy because Franky is cool! As for Catt, I don't really know her I just think she's extremely adorable with her outer appearance. She looks so innocent and kind hearted. My view on her was rather kept to myself I didn't tell anyone I had a crush on her.. A few weeks pass and I began to flirt with her because in JROTC I just found out she was talking to Destiny Flores. But wait, doesn't Catt have a boyfriend I said to myself?! Yes, she does but why is she talking to her then? I ignore the fact that she did and continued to flirt with her. I did random things such as, mess with her phone, unplug her charger, tell her she has some funky head phones (they belonged to the school), make her mess up on the computer. Why did I do it constantly? Honestly, I don't know she just was so attractive to me I had to and I think I grew to like her.. The month was march the year was 2015 she was in a relationship though and I wasn't. Why do I keep doing this to myself? Why do i tend to fall for every girl i have no future with? Why do i make stupid scenarios of us when im no good for anyone? The day that will repeat in my head for as long as I live is when I was sitting at my computer awaiting for Catt to walk in so I can start my acknowledgements of her appearance. I seen her enter with tears coming down nonstop "she's sobbing!" I said inside my head. She sits down in her assigned seat next to me I asked in shock, "what's wrong?" repeating quietly "he cheated, he cheated."My heart pounded as I thought of nothing to comfort her.. I just said I'm sorry over and over.. As the class went on she soon stopped sobbing. We both continued to do our projects like nothing ever happen. The class bell rang letting us know it was the end of 5th period. We both exited the class where we finally met like we never talked before I couldn't dare blame her she was hurt.. During lunch, I was on Instagram and I saw a post that she had put it was a screenshot of her and of course now her 'ex boyfriend' text messaging. The words of him made me furiously angry.. In the conversation between them he seemed proud to do what he did to her.. Even though he once before said that he loved her. To my beliefs that's all bullshit.. If you loved her like you said you did then you wouldn't of did that shit to her.. She deserves attention and love not this.. There were comments that he put saying that she was being immature for posting the screenshot.. But she didn't give one fuck she went off on him. I don't dare blame her though he deserved everything he got.. The Days went by and for some reason our class was moved to the auditorium for two days. When I walked in there knowing I don't speak to anyone but Skyler, Areleis, Franky, Ryan, and well now Catt I sat on the left side alone. As my butt hit the chair I heard my name being called i turned my head to the right to find a girl with a big smile saying "come sit by me!" I immediately replied "no its okay, but you can come sit over here?!" She then got up quicker then you can blink your eyes. We then sat and communicated but not the whole time just when i felt it got awkward. The class bell rang once again and we both went our separate ways to lunch. The next day arrived and we sat together again but this time on the opposite side of where we sat yesterday. I was watching this famous social media girl while next to me she was jamming to what I heard screaming music. I remembered this video I had watch the day before and I wanted to show her because she seemed easily scared. I then pulled it up on my phone knowing what was about to happen. As she's watching this she repeatedly asking me "is it going to scare me?" I reply with "no i promise." Her gullible self soon to believe me. The video starts off with a person sitting in a bed not saying anything just holding up writtings about what people would say to and about him. Its sad but yet it gets scary in about 3..2..1.. "Aghhhhhhhh!" She screams and with a fast reflex she hits me in my arm. I laugh so hard because of her cute expression that blew me away. We then watched YouTube together til the end of class and oh my gosh she was leaning on me, inside I almost flipped. The bell rings for dismissal and we both leave with a smile. Knowing me. I think I had fallen for this girl. How and why? I can't really comprehend it but there's something about her that makes me feel so good. Inside I feel alive and I don't feel like I bother her with my goofiness and weirdness. I had to keep this going even with me knowing she just got out a relationship. I didn't care I wanted to fix all of her broken pieces. I want to be with her.. She's perfect to me.. I thought all this to myself as I walked to lunch. How could I let myself get this attached? I felt stupid and dumb.. I left someone because I didn't want to hurt them last year(2014) I told myself I wouldn't dare fall for anyone after getting treated like shit and being controlled for no reason.. I hurt just as much as she did.. Which is why I tried to distance myself from her..it was just to impossible when she was near though.. This is unexpected remember?
