Cryophobia - (Sans x Reader)

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"ＡＬＯＮＥ ＴＨＥ ＷＩＣＫＥＤ ＳＴＡＮＤ"

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{your p.o.v.}

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So you were left alone. How tragic.

You kind of deserve it, don't you?

Heh heh heh...

Look what you've done.

You've killed all the people you love.

Multiple times.

All you've ever done is hurt others.

Do you really think you can fix it all this time?

...

Because you can't.

You can't know how this feels.

...

You jolt up, realizing you were falling asleep standing. You're by Alphys' screen which watches over Frisk. They are asleep right now, cradling a knife in their hands. It's almost amusing... like it's Frisk's little teddy bear. Then you remember what the knife has done, and it stops being funny. Looking down, you realize there's a blanket and pillow sitting at your feet. Alphys or Undyne must have put it there so you wouldn't get cold as you watched over Frisk.

Or Sans, but you doubt it.

You watch Frisk for a few more seconds. You know you're stalling.

There was nothing left for you to do except go after Frisk. After a few hours, it was clear Sans didn't want to come back. At least for a few days. This hurt you more than anything, but you are trying to stay determined.

Frisk still needs you. So now all you need to do is wait for Alphys to come back. It's "night" as a general term. The monsters are a lot different in their sleep schedule. So Alphys is working. (You're not sure, but you saw her go into the place she called the bathroom. You highly doubt it's a bathroom.)

She said she has something to give you. But you weren't awake, so you told her later. Now you regret that. While you don't want to go after and face your sins, you know it's about time you took responsibility for Frisk.

You've been letting people die. Enough is enough. But...

Maybe just a little rest before you leave?

Chara is probably waiting for you.

This is enough to make you never sleep again. But you can't stay scared all your life. There's Frisk someone out there. There's also the darkness you encountered once; you kind of nicknamed it "the void."

Both of those are something to look for when you're asleep.

Curling up on the hard floor, you wrap the fluffy red blanket around you and shut your eyes.

It's funny, though. As much as you want to sleep, it doesn't come to you. It's like there's someone who is blocking that small transition between the conscious world and the unconscious world. Whenever you feel yourself drifting off, there's a sudden flash of blue.

So it's useless.

You just roll over on your side and watch the screen until Alphys comes to get you. She comes a lot later. It's quite a bore to wait for her. And gosh, do you wish you weren't conscious right now.