What is this, Book Five?

just casually compiling all the lyrics of songs i'm covering for future use haha

Sugar Song & BItter Step

I've gotten used to supernatural insanity

Enough to presuppose that life is peaceful and benign

But I'm caught on the rails of this masochistic thrill ride

And I know there's something I cannot lose sight of

I'm swallowed by egalitarian philosophy

And I can't figure out what my emotions even mean

But if I can't relay just exactly what I'm feeling

I'm really just a puppet on a string

As I step into the night to the crowds among the street

They're all happy in their happiness and lonely in their loneliness

It's spinning all around like melodies from notes upon the sheet

The rhythm of the music singing

Marmalade and sugar songs, peanuts and a bitter step

Too sickly sweet and bitter, sends my head into a spin

Come along and dance with me, party 'til we lose it all

And this will be a night to make a mark upon the world

Yeah this is it, I feel like I'll never look back and never let go

Marmalade and sugar songs, peanuts and a bitter step

Too sickly sweet and bitter, sends my head into a spin

Come along and dance with me, party 'til we lose it all

And this will be a night to make a mark upon the world

Yeah this is it, I feel like I'll never look back and never let go

Yeah, I feel like I'll never look back and never let go.

- - -

unravel

Oh, won't you tell me? Please just tell me.

Explain how this should work.

Well now who could it be, that lives inside of me?

I'm broken, lying helpless, shattered

Surrounded by the world

And yet, you're smiling bright

Completely blind to life

My ruptured lungs; they were left this way

For once, I'm out of breath.

The truth I seek, never felt so bleak but,

I maintain my depth

Freeze

I'm breakable;

Unbreakable

I'm shaking yet,

Unshakable

Until the day that you find me.

I'll stand here,

Existing and feeling wretched* existence

Consuming life-force til I grow distant

Don't bother searching for somebody like me.

A fading no one.