Boyfriends (bxb) sequel to crushing

9

It's been a while since the day at the fair. I've been distant. I started to return to my barely conscious state of mind where my soul is gone but my body is still functional. I'm the one who stays to the side watching from the side lines as everything goes on around me. Sometimes I wonder why I fuck everything up. Like I grossed out Tyler so much he got a different boyfriend. It's like when I was in my mind trap that I was cuter and Tyler was using me. I think I should go back to the mental hospital and sit in the straight jacket until I die. There is something terribly wrong with me and no one else seems to see or if they do they don't say anything. Soon I'll be nothing but a blob of human with no personality at all. 

*Ally*

It's been a month and a half since we went to the fair and met Tyler's boyfriend he has started to bring over all the damn time. I don't know if he is doing it on purpose or what, because it's affecting Trystyn. He never comes out of his room when Tyler is here with Mason. Trystyn stopped talking again or he'll just say one word responses in a monotone voice. It's like he isn't there anymore, his eyes are always hazy and clouded and his movements are slightly robotic. He'll twitch everyone in a while when he is fighting with the voices inside his head. I just feel so bad for me. I arrived at Justin's house so I can talk to him about Trystyn and Tyler. As I walked in I noticed everyone there. "Ally what's up?" Chris asked giving me a kiss on the cheek. I looked at everyone saying, "There's something wrong with Trystyn. It's like he isn't even in his body anymore. Like its just ya know, there." Everyone looked shocked except for Jordan. He mumbled a quiet 'shit' under his breath before saying, "Why did I know this was going to happen." "What do you mean?" Chris asked. Jordan responded, " Trys put his wall back up. When he does that he just disappears. And normally when he does that, it means he is taking his medicine for  his depression and Schizophrenia so he doesn't hurt anyone other than himself." "I didn't even know he had medicine with him." I said with wide eyes. Justin said, "that's why he needed me to drive him back to that orphanage so he can retrieve his pills." "What if he, ya know over doses and....." Riley started. We all looked at each other quickly headed back to my house.