Dear Diary: My Last 100 Days

Day 59

Dear Diary,
Today was it. I was telling Eddie my secret.....

I stayed home again from school and hadn't contacted him at all besides the one text telling him to pick me up at seven.

It's six thirty now as I am writing this. I was ready and hour ago and now was just waiting for Eddie. I'm nervous. I don't know how he's going to take it... I'm just praying he won't hate me me.

My head was buzzing and butterflies were swarming my stomach. I felt like crying and screaming at the same time. I wanted to hide... I don't want Eddie to know... But I knew that, that's unfair.

He deserves to... And soon he is going to. Please just don't hate me. Don't treat me differently. Please.

I heard his car in the driveway before he rang the doorbell. Well this is it....

Tonight is the night where Eddie decides if he is going to stay beside me or not.

I wouldn't blame him though if he didn't.

Love,
Annabel