Sucidal at 7

Overdose

Authors note:

Hey guys!

The inspiration for this book was charliep14's book "don't wake me up"

Go ahead and read it!

In this chapter belle becomes suicidal!

Enjoy :)

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Recap:

But I couldn't help but think....

What do I have to live for?

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It was so silent you could hear a pin drop.

I starred at the door, praying for someone to run in and tell me it was all a dream. That my parents were happy and alive!

But of course it wouldn't.

My doctor had left me with a bowl of disgusting food. It was mixed up with all different types of medication. I had tried to eat it.... But refused after 4 spoonfuls.

I glanced at my empty water bottle. I was sooo thirsty! My dry tongue rolled around my mouth trying to find some moisture.

I ran the belle next my bed which sent someone to my room.

Luckily, my favourite nurse came running in. She had been so nice and welcoming towards me.

"Are you okay?" She exclaimed with a worried look on her face. "Are you hurt?!"

"No, just really thirsty." I explained to her.

Her face turned from worried to relived as she quickly dashed out to get me a bottle of water.

"If there's anything you want to talk about.... Just say so, ok?" She whispered while placing my water next to me.

I nodded and thanked her for being supportive in this tough time.

" try and take a nap ok?..." She urged. Then she left.

I lent back onto my pillow and thought about my life... My circumstances. Why did god do this to me? To the people I loved the most! The people that gave me life. The people who supported me emotionally and financially. Speaking of money, who is going to pay for my time and care in this hospital?!

I have no-one.

Nothing.

I failed my parents.

I failed life.

All at 7....

My head craned towards the cabinet full of all sorts of medication. The word "overdose" kept repeating in my mind. I could end my life right now.

And be with mummy and daddy!!!

I plonked into my wheelchair and rolled over to the cabinet. Regret filled inside of me as I took out a tray of pills. I collected 30 pills all up. Because 30 was my lucky number. Maybe if I was lucky I could die!

I picked up my bottle of water and chugged down all the pills.

My head started spinning as I fell to the ground.

"I'll be with you soon..." I whispered.

I smiled as my whole life disappeared...

And turned into darkness....

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Omigod!

Cliffhanger!

Will she live or die?? Who knows?

Bye 😜