Sucidal at 7

Forgiving

Andi's POV

I woke up extra early today.

Belle really deserved an apology from me. How could I have been so rude and nasty to her?!

My alarm clock read 6:50, which meant I had 10 minutes to get dressed and go down to her level.

I took out my little mirror inside my makeup case. I glared at myself and almost screamed! I looked like a serial killer! My black hair and red streaks where sticking out everywhere!

I searched the whole room for a brush but remembered what my first nurse had said when I arrived hear,

"Darling, when you are gone we will confiscate anything that you could use to harm yourself."

That stupid witch probably took my brush.

I awkwardly used my hands to flatten out my hair. I then took my gothic clothes and threw them on.

My outfit was black leather pants, a dark red tank top with a skull and a black leather jacket. Less gothic than usual.

As my alarm went off I ran out of my room and walked slowely to Belle's room.

As I peered into her window I saw that she was still asleep. Damn it!

So instead of apologising, I slid down the wall and sat there until she would wake up.

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Belle's POV

"Beep,beep,beep"

I slapped my hand on my alarm clock.

"Nooo..." I mumbled as I tried to go back to sleep. I wanted to experience the dream all over again!

Deep down inside, I knew that the dream wasn't just any ordinary dream.

It was a sign.

I looked outside of my door and saw a flash of black and red hair. I rubbed my eyes and looked again. There was definitely something there...

As I started to walk to the door, I noticed I had a tank top on that revealed my cuts. What if it was a nurse? If they saw them I would be moved up to level 2, where someone watches you 24/7!

I quickly grabbed my pink, love heart dressing gown and pulled it on.

I tiptoed to the door once again and spotted Andi sitting outside. A part of me wanted to tell her to go away... But another part of me wanted to let her in... So I did.

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Andi's POV

As Belle opened the door I stood up and followed her inside.

"What do you want?" She snapped.

Suddenly I felt the most nervous I had ever felt in my whole life.

I just wanted to have a friend.

"I...I..." I stuttered.

"I wanted to apologise for what I said." Belle's face started to soften.

"It was totally inappropriate, and I regret it. I just didn't like you commenting on me being anorexic. But now I realise that you were only trying to help... So thank you."

Belle didn't say a word back.

She just hugged me.

"It's ok Andi! I love you!" Belle whispered into my ear.

"You're all I have left Andi.." She continued. "Same." I whispered.

Belle then lifted up her cute dressing gown sleeve to reveal a row of cuts.

"It's ok!" I reassured. "Just don't let the nurses see them."

I took out my makeup case and put some foundation on the scabs to cover them up!

"You are the best friend I have ever had!" Belle said while smiling wide.

"Same."

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Hey guys!

This chapter is just a filler.

I need them to make up and be friends again.

Next chapter things get hot!

Lol jokes no!

I will update again soon.

It is holidays after all... And I am not social and stay at home every day.

Xxx booboohoney!