The Lost Chapter

Sweet no Hell

     The drive to Alabama was long , it was even longer because I kept thinking bout what I left behind. We pulled up to "Albertville", small little town everybody was always happy & everything was far but what got to me the most was how far the hairstore was. My mom was glowing she looked so happy but she really was happy to see her only grandbaby.  She grabbed Nyah from me & went upstairs & left me to bring all the stuff but but I didn't I left the mans that was standing outside do it. The house smelled like food boy did I love my mama's cooking I ran straight to the kitchen & fixed myself a big plate. I didn't hear or see my mama or Nyah didn't care either cause I needed my break. Night came my mom went to work & I stayed home just us too. I went to register into school & these people would not take me this said that they requirements were different from Florida.  I begged these people & they didn't care, they told me to go get a GED but I didn't want to I did all that hard work in school only to get a GED they had me messed up.So once again I put my education on hold again & I got a job. Good paying job to working at a factory making good money but I didn't want to stay. I wanted my diploma & I just didn't wanna be up there so I told my mom I wanna go back & we did but it was only to visit. I cut my hair my beautiful long hair was gone I was going thru a stage I wanted to look different I gained a couple pounds & my skin was bright I was glowing & all I was thinking I can't wait to go back. First day back Nyah went straight to her daddy side of the family & I was staying with my bestfriend. I had fun that whole weekend & getting to see T made it even better ( if you know what I mean).  It was time to go back & I did but I didn't wanna stay so I told my mom I'm moving back she told me," despite what we been thru I'm your mom & at the end of the day nobody won't have your back like me", I was hard headed I justed wanted to be on my own & well I saved up all my money & I moved back down & I was staying with my bestfriend for good this time but staying with her is what open my eyes..