The Lost Chapter

Can't go back

I ended up moving with my bestfriend step sister & her boyfriend but I rented out a room & she would watch my daughter & I would go to work. I remember going to work at four & not getting off till four in the morning & then walking home it took me bout a hour & half to get home but I didn't care cause I was finally able to handle all my bills on my own & taking care of my daughter on my own. Well Tyrone got out & guess who he went back to ? Yea that same chick that left him (Jasmine) & she was all over the web & I didn't want her around my baby so that push everything apart. Tyrone started taking care of her daughter forgetting bout his own daughter & things just kept getting worst. One morning I left Nyah with Tyrone & I found out Jasmine was over there so I walked to his house & grab my daughter & walked out. Nyah was yelling because she didn't wanna go & his sister came after me & pulled us aside & spoke to us like adults. That night Tyrone walked in the room & we spoke & I found myself falling inlove with this man again & so he walked me home. As we was walking home he touched my hand & said," tell me you don't love me & I'll leave you alone". I couldn't I mean I'm inlove with this man & we share a child & well lets just say things started getting hot soon as we got to my house Tyrone layed me down & I made love with him & I made love!!! I cried while we was doing it & all he kept saying was I don't wanna loose you again but my heart was telling me yes but my mind , my mind was telling me to leave him alone & one thing I learn is that my mind was right especially when it came down to men. I loved Tyrone this was my first everything but knew we couldn't be but I wanted my family so I followed my heart knowing that my mind was right.