The Lost Chapter

What's Love?

      Right before I left I got a letter from Tyrone asking me bout T & to find out Kim was sending him pictures of Nyah with T to prison. He said I was unfit & a bad mother because I finally moved on from him but in the letter I will never forget he said ," that nigga ain't no better then me only differences was I actually loved you". I just didn't understand because this man I gave my all to broke my heart & when I finally leave him alone I was wrong but I still didn't hate him because looking at my daughter all I saw was this man. I didn't even write him back but I said something to Kima online! We went at it again & then Jasmine uploaded a picture of Tyrone letter saying all the negative shit bout me & I cried because I loved this man & then he called me telling me he was sorry but I didn't wanna hear it I didn't want nothing to do with him but I loved him I just couldn't be. I got to the point I lost it I sat in the bathroom crying because I was hurt but I didn't want my baby to know. I asked God why me? Started asking was there really a God because I was always going thru things but that was only the beginning because God was going to teach me a lesson & I was going to learn the hard way. I started telling T bout everything I was going thru & one thing he told me was ," Its life bae just move in silence because life ain't easy but don't let people know to much bout you". I kept that in mind & well I finally packed up & my first day back Davin opened the door see that was like my little brother & his bm was there she was staying with them too. I was jobless having to start over being back in my city I was happy. Came down with some money I was sleeping on a air bed had to make it last until I was back on my feet. Everything was going good until I figured out the real T he wasn't no longer the man I liked so much.