december lights ❄️ afi » completed

❄️ december 15th ❄️

ashton's hand is making random patterns in my skin "i like the christmas tree"

"thank you" i smile "you know, i have it because of you."

"well, but you know what's the best part of the room?" i raise an eyebrow ay his words "me" i snort but he puts his hand in my mouth, making me hush "with you."

i blush "why are you so cute?" i mumble and then i kiss him, when we pull away i rest my head in his chest "why did you decide to help me? with the christmas thing, you didn't even know me."

i starts making patterns in my hand again "i didn't know you, but it doesn't matter. i first help you because i thought your christmas had to be awesome because it was your first time here and i know how that feels like. i still want you to have the best christmas of all your life."

"not difficult" i sharply laugh. "this is my first one. my family never celebrated christmas, it was just another day at home."

ash frowns and i feel him tense "really?"

"yeah. that's why i wanted to have a good christmas" i confess, blushing a bit. i'd be having my first christmas with almost nineteen years old. i felt like a kid, i can't wait till it's christmas, even if i have nothing to do. i'll be hanging here, i'll watch a couple films and go to sleep but it'll still be something."

"christmas is never as you want it to be, and you should be aware of that. it's like the first rule. or the second, the awkward moments with family members."

"i still want it to be perfect. i promise" he entwined his pinkie with mine "your christmas will be a good ass christmas."

i laugh and i kiss his cheek, because i know he is for real. i don't know him a lot, but as far as i've seen, he likes to keep his promises.