can we talk about how cute ashton is in that pic because i feel like crying, why can't i meet a guy like him!? :((((((((((
"i had a talk with luke" i say.
everything i hear for more than i minute is silence. still, i know he hasn't hanged up "did he tell you?" ashton asks.
"yeah."
"look, alex, i'm sorry i know you are not lik-"
"ashton, stop" i say, and i sigh. i have been sighing a lot recently, more than ever. "i don't want you to fight with your friends because of me."
"he was saying bad things about you, and i'm sure he didn't give us the film because it was for you. i know he has it."
"he hasn't" i say, and for a moment i feel like i'm talking with a little kid "he told me, and even if he hated me, he said he would never do that. all he wants is to keep you save, ash."
"i don't need a babysitter, alexa."
"well, but he is your friend."
"not anymore."
"you are an idiot" i say, irritation taking over me. the other line of the phone goes dead silence, just as a couple minutes ago "you are willing to lose someone's friendship just because they worry. you don't have any idea about how much i needed someone like your friends for a long time. and i had no one. but still, you are pushing them away whenever they try to make you think."
"luke wanted me to stop talking to you."
"and i'm happy that you didn't satisfy him, but losing contact with him is not going to solve things."
"i don't need him."
"he said you went through hard times for the last five months and i'm sure he helped you. are you going to ignore him just because he doesn't want it to happen again?"
silence falls again, but this time is because he has hanged up.
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