SELU DRABBLES

drabble 10

elo guys, so dahil december na, baka ito na yung panghuli kong update for 2015. I still miss selu tho so pls enjoy this! Merry Christmas!

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Sehun was a lonely kid. He was always alone, always doing things by himself. Sehun was quite the introverted child and he loved reading books and listening to music rather than hanging out with his classmates.

Oh Sehun is wearing glasses, but behind those thick frame of metal, is a dazzling brown-eyed man that is kept hidden from the world. Sehun was a beautiful kid; he has long eyelashes, plump lips that are red as a cherry and his nose was pointed but it was just symmetrical for his perfect face. And his smile, his smile can captivate millions-- no, rather-- bazillions of people. It was simply beautiful and words aren't enough to describe that. But Sehun was kept hidden and no one appreciates him.

But there's this Chinese transfer student. He was alluring as a magical being, shining like the sun and serene as the daisies that Sehun's mom planted in their backyard.

He had doe-like eyes that naturally sparkle when looked under the flaming rays of the sun. His lips was just red as an apple and other boy never looked so frail and fragile like him. Lu Han was his name, and he was assigned to sit beside the lonely kid, Oh Sehun.

Their worlds were practically miles apart, but Lu Han chose to cross those boundaries. He didn't mind Sehun's reputation, so he loved Sehun like he's gonna lose him any sooner. It wasn't just a puppy love nor a mere crush. He loved him in a way that it came to the point where it can practically crush him, destroy him like a broken glass.

But Lu Han was happy, and so is Sehun.

They were perfect for each other, like a bee and its nectar, Lu Han meant so much to Sehun.

They became so perfect that Lu Han wasn't happy anymore.

Forced hugs, forced kisses, forced dates. Maybe it became a forced love too?

Everything was done not because of their own will, but because they felt that it was an obligation.

It should be a privilege, but Lu Han treated it like a responsibility when he was together with Sehun.

Eventually, Lu Han became tired of Sehun. Just like a kid that became tired of his still brand new toy.

He wasn't mesmerized by Sehun anymore. He, too, became an ugly, loner kid that everyone abhors in Lu Han's eyes. Sehun was unhappy (of course, who would be?) but he chose Lu Han's happiness instead of his own. He never loved like this before, he never loved someone like this before.

Lu Han was his miracle.

Lu Han was his sunshine on a rainy day, the smile on a kid's face,

the ice cream on a sunny day.

But he was his nightmares and fears too.

And Lu Han was once part of his reality and that couldn't make Sehun any happier.

Oh Sehun was watching Lu Han's actions from afar and he wasn't sad nor happy.

He looked at Lu Han's smile once again, and thought to himself.

' We had this something. I once held him, and I wish I didn't let him go. But I did, and there's these foreign emotions building up in me that no one else could probably describe.

Lu Han.

Almost.

We were almost there, but he got tired of me, and I guess that's how things work out, so I'll try living with it.'

And for the last time, Lu Han glanced at Sehun's direction and walked away as if Sehun didn't become his light in some of his darkest hours.

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