Avengers Preferences

Gone, Gone, Gone (BuckyXReader)

I really hope you like this! Honestly I this is one of my favorites. I really hope you like it.

//THIS MAY HAVE MAJOR FEELS//

~When life leaves you high and dry I'll be at your door tonight

if you need help, if you need help~

You were dealing with straight hell, your older guy friend just died. He was the good brother figure you never had. (A/n Deal with it) The quirky, happy y/n was gone. Depression has taken over you just forgot how to smile. No one knew since you stayed in your room, well except one guy. The guy you would never expect, Bucky. 

~If you fall like a statute I'm gonna be there to catch you, tell me what you need, what do you need~

'I miss him so much' you thought to yourself drowning your sorrows in ice cream. 

'I wish I could of visit him one last time'. Then that's when you heard it. The knock that changed everything.

*Knock knock* (A/N I KNOW MY SOUNDS SUCK OKAY)

"Who is it?" You say trying to mask your sadness.

"Y/n let me in." You heard Bucky say from the other side.

"Why?" You barely squeak out. 

That's when Bucky took things into his own hands. He broke the door.

"What the hell Bucky!"

"Y/n I know what it's like, I know your feeling depress. Let me help."

You had a crush on the super solider ever since you came here. He was quiet and mysterious. You pretty much dig that. 

Right as he said those words that's when you fell. More and more tears streaming down your face.

"Buck he's gone, I could of helped, I could of talked to him more, why couldn't it be ME!"

"Shhhhh y/n it's okay. He may be gone but he probably wants you to still keep your life moving, just without him."

~I surrender honestly would always do the same for me~

You would help anyone that's sad, Even Loki. But went you help Bucky, it somehow feels different. You do want to help the guy. You just put more "love" in it.

~So I'll do it for you, for you. Baby I'm not moving long. I'll love you long after your gone, gone, gone.~

"Y/n?"

"Yes Bucky?"

"I like you." 

"Yeah Buck, I like you too."

"Not friend wise, like I really like you. No like love you. You don't have to return back with the feelin-". That's when you cut him off, just by kissing him. Straight on the lips. 

His lips were soft and it was pure happiness.

"Don't worry Buck, I love you too."

"I'm sorry I took you over in this situation doll, I didn't mean it. I just wanted to help you."

"Bucky it's fine since you did help me, way more than I can help myself. I love you James Buchanan Barnes."

"I love you too y/n y/m/n y/l/n"

Slowly you were falling asleep since you haven't been getting much sleep in the last couple days. Slowly Bucky was starting to get up to get out of your room.

"Wait, Bucky. Stay. Please."

He was right at the door, when he came back. Just to go to you, climbing into the bed with you. Both slowly drifting to sleep. 

You both complete each other, two broken souls living in a world full of people. Trying to find the other, needing the love they lost. Two broken souls, now they are one.

~Fin