I Feel

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Alone

Lost 

Broken

Abandoned

I'm on my own 

My parents hate me

My brother hates on me

My "friends" don't even realize

My guy friends break me easier then imagineable

My church family judges and hates

I am more alone now then I have ever been in my life

Everyone hates on me

Critiques my every move

My every breath


If I left right now nobody would notice 

At least not for a full twenty-four hour period

I have kept strong for so long

Kept my heart bonded together

With only cheap duct tape

But it's now wet with my tears 

And refuses to stick

As pieces fall shattering to the ground

They just lay

Nobody is there to pick them up

They get walked on 

Until they become powder

Soon there will just be an empty hole left in my chest

I won't have a reason to get up in the morning

I'll just lay there

Depression sinking in

My dad yelling get up you lazy ...

He won't care how I feel

Just that it may look bad on his part

Mom will try to comfort me then tell everyone at church everything

And they'll tell me I am handling everything wrongly

My "friends" probably won't even notice I'm not at school

If they do they won't look into why they're to busy to care

The guys won't comment until they're bored 

Or they need some incoragement

If I break it'll only hurt me more


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