A Shy Girl's Poetry

"Feelings"

An interesting topic isn't it
People always talk about "feelings"
The feeling of "joy"
The feeling of "love"
And the list goes on
But what is love!
What is joy!
What are these so called "feelings"
Everyone talks about
I feel this, I feel that,
I feel! I feel! I feel!
But you know what
It's really starting to annoy me
People always talking about "feeling"
Especially you
But what really irritates me
Is when you bring trust into feelings
" I care about you"
"Your special "
"You can trust me"
"I love you"
BLAH! BLAH! BLAH!
Just stop!
You care about me! you love me !
You expect me to trust that !
You want me to believe that
Because while you tell me this
You stab my back
Hypocrite! Liar! Two face!
You tell me I care about you
Well the more you tell me about your "feelings"
The less I believe in them
You tell me "I love you"
As if it can lighten the load
The load you dumped on me
And you have the audacity to tell me
"What's wrong?"
"Why are you mad?"
As if nothing happened
As if you didn't already know
Lies!
I'm not stupid I can see what your doing
So is this is what it is like to feel or trust
Then forget it
I don't want it
So go ahead and go
I'll even hold the door
You want to know why I'm mad
Well you know me so well right?!
Since you care so much
Then go ahead and figure it out for yourself