Beccas Pov:
"Be my girlfriend" what??? Okay, this is too fast. One moment he is breaking my heart and the next minute we're having fun but being in a relationship with him is too quick. I have tears pouring out of my eyes and I don't have a clue what to say. My heart is pounding, it's like it is about to come out of my chest. Why is this happening to me? Why right now? I don't want to loose him again. I can't loose him again. I don't know what I'd do if he just left. "Becca?" He asked. Oh god. Why is this happening? Why do I feel like this? All I wanted was to know that the person I fell in love with truly feels the same way about me but now I've been told and I know how lou feels I just don't know how I feel anymore. It's like his emotions have just changed mine. I can't do this anymore. I took my hands out of his and just ran. I ran as far away as I could and after about 5 minutes I didn't even know where I was anymore. I'm so stupid! Such an idiot. Why did I leave, typical, I can't handle an awkward situation so I run away. That's me, the girl who runs away from all her problems. I'm alone now, it's pitch black and I'm lost. No cars, no people, just me. I stopped running and started walking quickly down the deserted streets. Right now I didn't want anyone except Louis but I knew I couldn't rush straight into a relationship with him. I knew it was wrong. I've had a hard time from doing that before and what if things didn't go right with Louis? I'd literally loose him. Again. It pains me to think like this. Suddenly a car starts driving slowly next to me! I start to recognise where I am. I'm near the old factory my mum use to work at. As I take a glance at the car next to me I instantly recognise the person driving it, but the truth is I don't want to get in. What do I say?
"Becca come on get in, I can't let you walk the streets alone in the dark" it was Louis. "Louis, I want to be alone, please just go home, I'll be fine, it's only 5 minutes away" I shout. "Becca no! Get in" I can tell he's upset but I can't help it. Why doesn't he understand? "Louis just go. I don't want to be with you right now, why can't you understand. Just leave me alone" I cried.
"Becca I love you, please get in" I hear from next to me.
"Louis! I don't want to get in. I don't want you to pity me and most of all I don't want to be your girlfriend. Why can't you just leave me alone?!" ....
I instantly regret what I said but at the sound of my last word he just speeded off and was soon no longer In sight.
A/N
Sorry this took so long. Been through a rough time recently but I'm hoping to be able to update regularly again. Thank you for reading! Comment what you think, it would really mean a lot to know your opinion on the story so far!
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