Chapter 25:

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Harry's Pov:

Adrenaline is rushing through my body. Louis asked Becca to be his girlfriend. I don't know why I'm so bothered, it's not like I actually like her as in a girlfriend way. Do I? No, I can't! I can't do this to Louis and I know Becca doesn't like me back. I can't watch this. I can't know her answer knowing that I'll have to keep my feeling towards her to myself, I'll have to hold back the fact that I want our hands to be intertwined instead of hers and Louis'.

"I'd love to Louis" I hear Becca say as I'm staring blankly at Louis.

If only they knew, if only they knew. I can't let Becca be with Louis without her knowing that I have feelings for her too or I would regret not telling her. I want her to know I can make her feel the way Louis does, I can treat her right and be there for her whenever she needs me. I've only had feeling for one person and that wa- ... Actually forget that, I don't want to think about that now. That's all that ever brings me back, I always think about it.

"Becca can I speak to you for a few minutes?" I finally asked when we were backstage. I did it. What am I going to say? I asked Becca to come and speak to me. This is it, finally I'm going to tell someone how I feel.

We reach a room that nobody is using and she shuts the door behind us.

"Harry there's something I need to tell you. The reason I'm telling you is because nobody else has the guts to tell you. There too scared of your reaction, but I know you can take it. I believe that you won't react harshly. Klaudia is pregnant and yes it's Niall's baby"

"That's great news for them I guess! Is that it? Why would I react harshly towards that? I know I've been horrible lately over reacting to what people have said, it's just been really hard for me. I'm glad Niall and Klaudia have a chance to experience this, I really hope it works out and they won't have to go through the same thing as I did" I quickly interrupted her.

"Harry please let me continue, that's not why nobody wanted to say anything to you, well it is but that's not exactly why. You see...they don't know what they're having. They haven't decided on a girls name yet but if it's a boy..." She hesitated slightly not wanting to continue she didn't want to tell me whatever it was.

"Please Becca, tell me" I asked.

"Harry, if it's a boy they want to call him Edward".

My heart dropped. I wanted to hope I miss heard it but I knew I didn't. I felt the tears stream down my face and I fell to the floor placing my head in my knees. Wow. How could he do this. I suppose it's a name but I thought they'd understand. How could they do this to me. I'm praying klaudia has a little baby girl. I don't think I could cope if they had a boy, I wouldn't be able to stay around here, it wouldn't be right.

I felt Becca sit down next to me. Her presence giving me butterflies. I'm so thankful I have her there for me and in a way I'm so glad that she told me. I couldn't stop myself any longer and I feel myself leaning in towards her lips. As soon as our lips touched Becca moved back. I turned my head and saw a dark figure stood at the door.

A/N
Hahaa! Who saw them? Hmmm. Might update again soon. I have quite a few ideas for what I want to happen in this story now! Don't be a silent reader! Tell me what you think! I think weekends are going to be my update days! Thanks for reading!

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