Louis Pov:
It's 8:30pm and I'm sat looking at the stars with Becca. I know stargazing doesn't sound like the perfect date but it was perfect for us seen as though we just had to be seen together. I know I sound stupid saying that and you know I like her but maybe this is for the best? I don't want to hurt her. I don't want to put her in an uncomfortable position. You know what? I'm going to tell her. I've seen all the throw back pictures on Twitter that the fans have found of me and Becca from when we were younger and labelling them with 'reunited' and 'rouis'. When I'm looking through them, I never want to stop, Its like a thrilling sensation inside of me telling me that's how it's supposed to be. Not us faking it. I need to tell Becca how I feel and see if and hope she feels the same. It's safe to say my nerves are getting the better of me. She looks so peaceful just payed next to me. No fans, paps or modest around us. In a way I wish the paps were here to capture this moment but I know If they actually turned up if be too annoyed with them for ruining it with their blinding flashes from their cameras. I wish moments like this could simply last forever. It's not too not and not too cold, everything I calm, the starts are twinkling glamorously. Everything just seems so... So perfect! It always seems so prefect when I'm alone with Becca. She always seems to give me this longing feeling that I want to be alone with her forever, although I know that is simply impossible.
*10 minutes later*
"Becca?" I asked.
"Yeah?" She turned onto her side and looked directly into my eyes.
"Well...I was thinking and I miss these times. Like when we were younger and there nothing awkward between us. I know that I've been ruining things lately and it's all my fault. I know that I've been acting like an idiot but I have my reasons. It's you Becca. You're the reason I go out drinking and have my fights, but because I'm mad at you or I hate you, completely the opposite, it's because I still love you, I always have and in scared I'm never going to get you back. I'm scared that you hate me because of the way I act from missing you. Becca, I love you and I need to know if you feel the same. I can't keep living like this, it's hurting everyone around me, even you. I'm so sorry Becca, please... forgive me?" Tears were spilling out of my eyes. I look over to her noticing tears streaming down her cheeks as well.
"Wow, I can't believe this, I really don't want to ruin the moment and act like I don't care Lou, because I do! I really do! There's just something I have to tell you, I found out a while ago and I didn't know how to tell you but... Lou you're going to be an uncle. Klaudia is pregnant with Nialls baby! I know it may come to a sho-"
I couldn't believe this. How could she not tell me as soon as she found out. I admit my feeling to her and she acts like this, I'm out of here, I guess you know where I'm going. I get up and storm off to the pub. I've had enough.
"Why do you always act like an idiot!?" I hear Becca shout from behind me.
I ignore her and carry on going ahead. Hopefully I won't remember this in the morning.
A/N
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