Louis' Pov:
The paps have pictures of me kissing some random girl. I don't remember any of that but I really don't care. It's not like me and Becca are even together anymore. Simon had a stupid idea to bring another girl Into this. Why? Honestly, I don't know. I can handle myself it's not like I'm killing myself is it.
*knock knock knock*
"go away" I snapped, heading pounding because of the hangover from hell.
"Louis it's me, Becca" after she's said that she barged right into my room.
"Listen, I know you've not been yourself recently and stuff and maybe you can't help it but it needs to stop lou. I'm going to have to tell the lads about last night just Incase it happens again"
"Whatever" I said not caring about what she's saying.
"Lou don't say that, all we're doing is helping you and right now you're throwing it back in our faces. You might not care what you're doing to yourself but your band members, your friends and your family do. Think about your fans, waking up and seeing their idol drunk kissing other girls when he is supposed to be in a relationship, you're their role model, there will be young fans who think this is okay because you're doing it, they won't know the difference. Louis you're famous and your business will not go Unknown."
"Becca stay out of it, I don't care anymore, I'm not bothered that everyone knows my business, why can't you all just understand that. This is my life and I'm living it the way I want to. I'm living like a normal lad. You all say you just want to help, then why don't you help me and yourself and just leave me alone. Don't get involved when it isn't harming you. It's my life! If I want to get drunk all of the time I will. You can't stop me okay! The fans probably don't even care about me anymore, they still have the rest of the lads and I received hate along with the other lads on a day to day basis anyway so what even is the point in this. Whatever I do I receive hate and I loose people and I can't take it anymore. Tell the lads about last night, for god sake tell Simon too if you want, I don't care, I'm not going to change just because they know that I got drunk again and kissed another girl, we're not in a relationship anyway, it's all fake!" I can't stop myself.
"Louis don't be so stupid, they care about you and the amount of alcohol you're taking in is killing you, oh and the lads are thinking about ending the band. How does that make you feel. One direction split because boyband member can't handle himself anymore, it will all be your fault Louis. You say you received hate before but if the one direction split is all your fault you will review a heck of a lot more! You need to understand Louis, you are killing yourself" she shouted back at me.
I am so angry, hurt and in need of a drink, an alcoholic drink! I can't help myself, I can't stop myself, I'm out of control, if only they knew why....
*slap*
A/N
Sorry this update is so short and really bad I just needed to update. Comment your opinions. Thanks for reading!
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