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Chapter 13:

Becca's pov:

Nothing...just nothing compares to the hate I'm feeling towards myself right now. The one guy I've always loved now hates me. It's been two weeks. Two freaking weeks since I last spoke to him. I wish I could go back and change what happened. I wish l never said what I said. In fact, I wish I never met him. I can't even think about what he's feeling right now. He was one of the best things in my life. Yes, was. I've lost him. These last few weeks has been me, crying myself to sleep and keeping myself hidden from the world outside. I haven't spoken to anyone. No calls, no texts, nothing. I regret everything. I didn't deserve him. I'm horrible. I turn over and see my phone vibrating with a familiar caller ID on the screen.

"Harry?" I answer suspiciously.

"Becca, I don't know everything that's happened between you and Louis but you should know, the night you argued Louis was involved in an accident. He didn't want any of us to tell you but I couldn't deal with seeing him hating himself thinking he has lost you. He is healing now and is being released tomorrow so you should really come and visit him and sort everything out" he replied sharply and out out breath.

"No...no...he can't be hurt, it's all my fault, everything is my fault, I'm sorry Harry, but he's better off without me" after that I hung up and placed my phone on my bedside draws.

I switch on the T.V but every channel was either something I'd already seen or reports that 'a member of the world biggest boyband involved was in a serious accident'. I quickly turned off the screen in front of me and closed my eyes hoping for the distraction that never came. All I could see was Louis lying there with tubes and wires coming out of his arms and chest.

I woke up to a loud banging coming from the front door. I drag myself out of bed to see who it was and come face to face with a familiar brunette. It was klaudia, my best friend.

"Becca, I've spoke to Niall and I know what's happened." Did I mention she's also dating Niall? "You're coming shopping with me tomorrow. No ifs, no buts, you're coming. We need to get dresses for our party remember". She spoke seriously reminding me of how my mum spoke to me when I was younger.

I totally forgot...me and klaud are moving in together and we're having a house warming party. Great timing!

"Klaud you know I hate shopping, and I forgot all about the party" I replied hesitantly.

"Well you're coming and we're going to have a great time, we will get the alcohol, food, and any extras we still need. It's going to be a party to remember" she laughed.

I don't know what's got into her. Usually it's me buzzing about parties and getting drunk. She's the sensible one. She's the one who looks after me like my big sister and tells me off like my mum. She's so organised and precise. She's never once had a detention at school, she's always so good. This is just so unlike her.

"Remind me again why you had to come right this minute and tell me we're going shopping tomorrow?" I asked curious to know what she's up to.

"I just wanna make sure you have a good time and look really pretty, instead of ignoring everything and everyone around you" I looked questioningly at her.

What is she up to? She's keeping something from me and I don't know what it is.

"Okay becca, please don't be mad, but I stopped by the hospital before I came here today and I kinda invited Niall and the rest of the lads, yes including Louis, to our house warming party..."

A/N

Okay this has taken so long and I'm really sorry. I had writers block and haven't known what to write. Tell me your thoughts and feeling on this chapter in the comments. Hope you've liked this!
-becca