Let Him Go

Chapter 17

-Tyler POV-

Connor's first messages were just pissing me off. He didn't understand, we wasn't go though what I was going through. I had already been dealing with Troye's messages from earlier in the evening now I and to deal with Connor also. His texts were very Troy and Gabriella from high school musical and I am pulling a full on Gabriella because I've got to move on and be who I am.

I was spending my time stalking fan accounts like I usually do as I tweeted a passive aggressive tweet about boys. After all there is a land called Passive Argessiva and I am their queen (A/N: if you get this reference lets be best friends)

Then Connor called and I listened as he left a message "he needs you and me" Connor spoke and rolled my eyes at his words. But he didn't stop there soon he was flooding me with text messages again

But these message hit a little closer to home

Connor: I don't care that you are mad at me but you don't have to take it out on Troye. He didn't do anything

"I n-never said he did anything" I spoke and my voice cracked revealing the emotions behind my words

Connor: I literally can't stand that I know you are getting these messages but you aren't answering! DO YOU KNOW HOW BAD YOU ARE HURTING TROYE!!

That one stung, I didn't want to hurt him, the whole point of letting him go was to get him free from his pain

Connor: He cries every night, he thinks I'm asleep but I hear him. Every night. For almost 3 months now, he has cried silently in my bed Tyler. I don't know how to fix it

My eyes sung as I read the words. I couldn't bear to think about Troye curled up on Connor's mattress quietly weeping trying not to wake Connor up. This was all my fault I am a horrible person.

Connor: I don't think you know how bad it hurts to watch him cry and not know how to help him. I can't help my own boyfriend as he cries himself to sleep

Connor: He is hurting and you don't even care to respond

Boyfriend...boy friend...BOYFRIEND. He was on MY case because he was not capable to helping HIS "boyfriend". How in gods name is that my fault. All of my sadness turned to anger when he accused me of not caring

To: Connor

Why don't you figure out how to fix you're "boyfriend" and leave me out of it

Connor: What the hell is that supposed to mean Tyler! You can't hold a grudge because he cares about me! You are being so childish why can't we just put this behind us! Also Troye doesn't need to be fixed he is perfect in every way and I don't want to change him!

To-Connor: I NEVER said that Troye wasn't amazing I was stating for you to fix the relationship if its broken and leave me the fuck out of it

Connor: there is nothing to fix Tyler! We love each other why can't you just be happy for us or for him at least!

To-Connor: Clearly there is something to fix if he is crying silently to himself every night and not telling you why!

Connor never answered me after I sent the message. I felt strangely accomplished as I turned my attention back to twitter. And Tweeted out to the world because I needed to take my mind off all the shit in my life, at least for now.

@tyleroakley: Yay know what...I think it's time!!! Ask me your questions with #AskTylerAnything !!!

----

A/N:

Hiya,

Yeah so Tyler is pissed. I am going to spread out uploads from now on the next one will be the 24 or the 25!! okay good luck with your lives <3 

see ya later :)