Let Him Go

Chapter 23

-Tyler POV-

Troye's eyes were moving from looking a my lips to looking at my eyes, I was so close to him that I could feel his heart beating quickly in his chest. I looked in his wide blue eyes and felt at ease. He was a beautiful and magical as a solar eclipse and as I leaned closer I had the unmistakeable urge to reach out and touch his soft skin and thick curly hair. I finally gave into the urge and pressed my lips against his. I felt him stiffen under my touch but a moment later he melted and pressed back against my lips. We pulled away at the same moment and he avoided my eyes as I grabbed his hand and laced our fingers together and pulled him back towards my apartment

Troye didn't say anything he just walked next to me quietly looking at the ground and every so often he took his free hand up to his mouth and touched his lips. I walked silently next to him unsure of what to say next silently regretting my actions

"We don't have to tell anyone Troye I'm sorry I shouldn't have done that" I said quietly trying to remove my hand from his

he stopped walking and turned to face me and didn't say anything at first "Don't apologize Tylah, just shut up and doing it again" he said with a toothy grin spreading across his face. he leaned in and started kissing me again in the middle of the sidewalk that we were walking on.

I pulled away "what about Connor, Troye, you need to think about this" I said seriously

"What about Connor? whats there to think about? You've been in my mind for six months. I would never do anything serious without talking to Connor first" he said

"Troye..." I said hesitantly

"I left once Tilly, I'm not making that mistake again" He whispered pulling me against his side and kissing my forehead lightly

We walked back into my apartment and sat on our computers on tumblr. I glanced up every so often and watched as Troye chuckled at the different gif's and videos he saw on tumblr. Every so often I found an amazing post and sent Troye the link and watched as he rolled his eyes at my message.

"Let me guess a link to Tyleroakley.tumblr.com? because you are that self obsessed" he giggled

"No actually Mr. Macho it is a funny ASMR video" I retorted

"Whats A S M R?" he asked

"OMG TURN ON THE LIGHTS AND THE CAMERA" I squeaked out

I plopped down on the couch next to Troye and flicked the camera on

"Hi everyone my name is Tyler Oakley and who is this" I said pointing at Troye with my thumb

"My name is Troye Sivan" he said with a smile

"Today we have had a day we tried to film so many videos and then we when on a walk and I fell on my ass" I said looking at Troye

"Just like I said he would! I fucking called it and he rode away and now for the past hour all I've been hearing is 'ohh my goodness' " Troye smirked and looked at me

"I'm editing this video, and I am not letting your drag me like this...just saying" I smirked at him "I needed life alert do you have Life Alert in Australia" Troye laughed and looked at me

"You don't need Life Alert if I'm here" he winked at me

"Stop the flirting Mr. Macho" i groaned out

"Stop stop your moaning Tylah" he said

"oh you'll know moaning when I'm moaning" I said to him with a smirk