Your ugly worthless do it!yelled a voice inside my head.
"No one will miss you!"it yelled agin.
I picked up the ravor and slid it down my wrist.The warm blood rushing down my arm....felt so nice.Like there is no more pain.I cleanded up the mess and sat down on my bed.
"Worthles....ugly....fat....slut...whore."i said to myself i just need a shower.Yeah.....shower?
I stripped myself of the clothes and took a deep breath in the mirror.I see scars on my stomach.I feel a tear slide down my cheek.
"Michele you okay?"asked my mum,Stacy at the door.
"Yeah im just gonna take a shower."
"Ohh okay Michele you are going on the Xfactor in 3 weeks.....grandmum and me planned it."
"Oh my god thanks mum!"i yelled jumping in the shower."Okay well see you when you get out michy."
"Okay mum."
**********3 weeks later*****
"Im so scared!"u yelled to my mu over to hunderends of people.
"Its okay Michele just go up there and give it your best."my mum said smiling.
"Number 123756 on stage please."said the leady working the mic thing.
"Thats me."i said getting off my chair fixed my beanie and my black tank top.I was wearing a white botton up long sleeve shirt to covr up my cuts.Then white skinny jeans.And black boots that went 3 inches under my knee.
I stpped up on stadw.Oh god im scared i wanna run off stage.
"Whats your name dear?"asked one of the judges.
"Michele Marie Andrews."
"Yes know what will you be singing?"
"Iris cover by goo goo dolls."
Okay lets hear it."
And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cuz I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cuz sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me
Cuz I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah, you'd bleed just to know you're alive
And I don't want the world to see me
Cuz I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And I don't want the world to see me
Cuz I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And I don't want the world to see me
Cuz I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am"I sand finishing my song
I heard clapping and singing not boos......wow
"Wow."
"And how old are you?"
"17 almost 18."
"You have an amazing voice Michele."
"Thank you."
"Well you made it!"
"Yay!"I said jumping up and down.
I ran offstage and greet my mum in a hug.
"Oh god what song am i singing next!"
"I dont know hun."
"I can't belive i made it!"
"I know!"
"Im going to go call Sally."I said running away to go outside and call her.
I ran and bumped into someone with light brown hair and a nice kind smile.
"Uhh sorry."
"Its okay."i said pulling my hair out of my face and tucked over my ear.
"Im Laim who are you?"
"Michele."
"Nice to meet you Michele."
"You too Laim."
"You sing?"
"Yeah just went up to."
"That was you!"
"Yeah im bad."
"No..amazing...you have a beautiful voice."
I blushes deep red."Thanks."
"Yeah well..i go to go here's my number maybe we can practice maybe."he said handing me a pice of paper.
"Thanks."
"Bye."
