Big brother - Juuzou/Child!reader

When he left me

YOUR POV

i was curled up on the window sill, looking through the glass as the rain dropped onto the cold surface, night had fallen and juuzou was late...very late home, i still remember him moaning about something called a tes...te...testimo..well it was some weird peice of paper that you had to say thank you to people with, in all honesty neither of us understood it. 

I eventually stood up, and wandered into the kitchen and looked up at the clock, 10:00pm, my stomach had a horrible sinking feeling, something was telling me that juuzou wouldnt be home for a long time, thinking back on it Juuzou left in quiet a hurry today and seemed a bit more...how do i put it, affectionate this morning.

EARLIER THAT DAY

-CRASH- i bolted up from bed, quickly scanning my room. -BANG- getting out of bed and sprinting toward the doors, i swung it open and jogged down the hallway towards the noises. i was met with the smell of bacon and eggs, and saucepans lying all over the floor. walking towards the mess, i saw Juuzou led on the floor with a pan on his head. Covering my mouth with my hands to stop my giggles, i moved towards the childish adult and pulled the pan from his head.

"...Good morning (Y/N)" He smiled sheepishly

giggling at his funny behaviour i smiled "Good morning, its not like you to cook breakfast"

He shrugged and pulled himself to his full height and glanced down at me before skipping off to clean his mess up, i trailed after helping him with his job. After everything was away and tidy, we sat back down at the dinner table and stared eating in silence. I didnt notice him stareing at me softly when he had finished. 

"(Y/N)" He sighed somewhat sadly. Looking up at him i realised he was stareing at me and coughed awkwardly...

"Y-yes?" 

"I may not be comeing home...at normal time tonight" His smile remained but his expression looked somehow sad

"What do you mean by that? your never home on time" I giggled trying to keep the joke-y atmosphere.

Looking back up at him i realised he had a serious face on, now i knew this was important as he never looked serious...Ever.

"No i mean...you may be on your own for a couple of days depeneding on....what ever happends today"

"uh....i dont understand, why? is the CCG holding you back or something....your didn't annoy somebody again did you?"

He slowly shook his head at me and sighed "Just...if im not home by tomorrow, and i know this may sound harsh but...leave here and go find somebody to live with, its not an easy ask i know but...i ..c-c...care? about you..." 

Silence fell on us as juuzou shifted in his chair looking at his plate, eventually he got up and collected everything to wash up...at some point. He picked up his suitcase and petted me on the head before leaving for the door. Quickly i got up and hugged his waist

"Dont...leave me, promise me your wont get hurt or anything....please?" He spoke just above a whisper as tears pricked at my eyes, 

"ill try" he smiled with his usual playfull smile. returning the hug, waveing and walking out of the door and shutting it behind himself.

PRESENT TIME

I heard the news on Tv. The one eyed owl was defeated, however soon after, another appeared and has already killed over 50 investigators alone before it was taken down by a white haired scary man.  Pictures of thoughs who were injured or killed went across the screen.

My heart sunk when i saw Shinohara cross it...'wait Shinohara...Juuzou...Juuzou's Shinoharas partner..no please no' i crossed my fingers stareing intently at the screen hoping my nightmare wouldn't come to life...however my luck was cut short when it neared the end and Juuzou came up...

my heart sunk, as tears fell from my eyes, i slowly shuffled towards the table, and sat down turning the Tv off in the process. My small hands covered my eyes as i cried into them, suddenly there was a knock on the door. i looked up and stared at it, i could make out a femanine figure and a masculine figure. I stumpled towards it, reaching up and grabbing the handle, i opened the door. 

"Special investigator Akira and Am.." The lady immediatly looked down as a shocked expression crossed both of their features, and they both looked at each other.

The male knelt down to my height and looked at me with a sort of, pittying look.

"May i ask your age?" He said softly

"...eight.." I mumbled wiping a phew stray tears from my face.

"Do you know a male by the name of Juuzou suzuya?" 

I nodded "He looked after me...and if your hear to tell me, I know hes de-"

"injured...not dead" The woman i know as Akira corrected me.

my head shot up to look at her 'hes...not dead?' A small bit of hope was lit inside of me.

The male nodded and stood back up "however as you are far from the legal age to live on your own while he recovers, you will have to be sent to an orphanage not too far from here"

A bit later

I walked over to juuzous room and sat on his bed, after being told when im being picked up and when to start packing my things.The  people I assume work for CCG left. I sighed as I fell backwards onto the bed,

"Don't worry Juuzou...ill wait for you...will you wait for me?"