Big brother - Juuzou/Child!reader

Who could of guessed?

Around a year has past since your kidnapping, your mind was almost completely broken, and your eyes no longer held the same gentle, kind spark they used to, all that was shown through your (E/C) was pure insanity, all of your thoughts of Juuzou comeing back to save you one day were all but vanished and that didn't matter to you anymore, only three things did and those things were: Killing, Impressing and Mama.

"Oh (Y/N) my dearest girl!" Cried an excited and happy now familiar voice from her place in the stand.

"Hahahaha, Mama watch, watch!" You cried over joyed that mama was noticeing you as you sliced the heads off of all the CCG agents that were so unfortunate to have stumbled upon their un timely demise. Blood was smeared almost all over you, as you finished your 'performance'.

"Haha, thats my beautiful, deadly (Y/N)!" Mama happily stated before she turned to the man to her right "Isn't she just the best you've ever seen hmm?"

"Yes, shes trained very well, must of taken time i suspect?" The man smirked

"No, well not that much, surprisingly shes quite obediant, however her first time here, wasn't pleasant, the poor dear was almost mangled by the time, she had finished the weasel." She sighed before her smile returned.

-A year earlier-

I stood infront of the gigant gates, takeing in the size of the place, i had long cuts running down my back, from where 'mama' had 'made an example' of what would happen if i were to even think of escape or embarrass her in anyway, i also had soar wounds on my legs where i was dragged not that long ago. My wrists hurt from the chains that had been on them for so long, Slowly the gates began to move open with a very 'rusty' type of sound as they did so. Hesitantly you stepped inside the dusty, and ghoul filled arena. In the middle of the grounds was a single man, 'CCG' was written on the back of his coat, just those letters brought memories and tears to your eyes, You remembered back to that birthday party Juuzou, Hanbe, Haise and Mutsuki had set up for you, you remembered bits of when you had passed out on the dock were Juuzou and Shinohara had saved you from death. Your name was being called from the speaker phone, demanding you moved forward, and being the obediant girl you had become, you did so. Only then did you noticed the agent had a gun on hand, and was aimed right at your head, he also seemed to be trembling, in all honesty you didn't blame him, you would be to. Looking down you noticed that you had what seemed like a knife in your hand. This was way to much for your 13 year old mind to take in, You couldn't Kill somebody!

With a loud slam every single gate closed, this was your signal to 'start'. You heard a gunshot as it skimmed the side of your head. Adrenalin kicked in and you sprinted off to the right, hearing the shots follow you shakily.

'i need to get him to waste his amo before i move in, nevermind about not killing somebody' You thought

Sticking to that plan, you ran around the arena, still hearing the continuous gunshots, and then...they stopped, takeing this as a hint he had run out, you decided to move and get closer to him, slowing down your pace, but oh how wrong you were. Without a second of hesitance, the gun was shot once again, shooting you in the arm you let out a howl of pain, as you fell onto your back you were not used to this type of feeling, blood started pouring out of the wound as the ghouls around you booed and growled. Adjusting your vision slightly, you could make out the darkened figure of 'Mama' and she did Not look happy at all. You could hear movement from the man infront of you as he stood up, not takeing the guns line of fire off of your almost limp body.

'No, it cant end like this, i have to live...no...please...I must...no...i-i-i cant...but i-i-i I have to KILL him, I MUST!!!'

The strings of sanity that you were holding onto had broken and, taking the agent by surprise, you had started to slowly stand up, your bangs covering your eyes, makeing you look that much sinister

"O-oi!...d-don't move..i-i'll shoot!" He warned, fear evident in his voice.

"Heh...hehe..Ha...HAHAHA!" You started laughing like a mad-man, makeing the persona in front of you, feel like he was about to faint, And as quick as the laughing started, it stopped with one final word:

"No"

Your movements matched your speech, as you charged at the shivering agent, you tackled him to the ground stradeling his stomach whilst letting a couple of giggles slip past your lips. Raising the rusted knife above your victimes head, your whispered one final line.

"Who could of guessed?"

The mans eyes widened before you plunged the knife into his skull, a crimson liquid spilled out of the deep, fresh cut. Clapping and cheering roared up from the audience as the body below you started to fall lifeless making a small insane, crazed smile work its way onto your doll like features, one voice stood out from the rest which only made your smile widen as you pulled yourself from your postiton on top of the now dead corpse.

"Thats my (Y/N)!" Mama's voice cried happily.

-Back to now/normal time-

Snapping back to reality, a rumbling noise could be heard through out the arena as an explosion, tore down one of the back walls, sending ghouls running from left to right screaming

"ITS THEM! THE 13th WARD INVESTIGATORS RUN AND GET OUT OF HERE!!!"

A mass of black clothed men with '13' written in red over the backs of their coats poured from the opening, destruction, shooting any ghoul that crossed them. You however, were just stood in the middle of the arena watching this unfold. Your sences came back, as your paniced and tried searching for mama. Only to find she wasn't there, and...had left you.

"M-mama?" You wept, feeling helpless as groups of ghouls ran past you, some getting shot and falling to the ground, choking on their own blood. Your knees buckled underneith you and you fell, ripping some of the already broken and bruised skin on your knees on the blood stained concrete floor. You covered your eyes with your dirty hands as your matted and tossled hair fell into your face covering your tear stricken face

"(Y/n)...is that...you?" A slightly exhausted, only just familiar childish voice rang from about five feet infront of you.

'That voice..'

Slowly you lifted your grubby, dirty, bloodied face from your hands which were in a similiar state to look at the small-ish male.

Yours pupils dilated

'Its Him'

(A.N- I told you this next chapted would hopefully be more exciting than the last, was i right? ^^' Anyways this chapters really long so i didnt have the time to go through and check it, if there are any spelling mistakes, ect please comment and tell me and ill change it ^^, thank you hope you enjoyed!)