My Boyfie Next Door [SeKai]

Chapter Five (M)

Sehun was staring blankly into space. His vision blurred from crying, tears trickling down his cheeks, falling onto his white dress shirt, creating wet stains on it. He couldn't think about anything else except for the scene that was happening at this moment on the street. Kai was shamelessly kissing and groping other guy at places Sehun didn't even dare to think of, and all that in front of Sehun's house. What was he thinking? That he was invisible, or that Sehun was blind and wouldn't recognise him?

Whatever it was that Kai thought, Sehun was mess. His mom wasn't home, because of her night shift. At least she couldn't question about his state this way. But why did Kai do this to him? After everything he'd been telling him these past few days. He stoop this low, so low that Sehun will never be able to forgive him - never.

Lifelessly, he went upstairs. He sat on the edge of his bed, not having a strength to move. He couldn't look out of the window the way he always used to when he came home from work, he was too afraid to find them doing something even more intimate than just kissing. He stood up on his wobbly legs and started to undress. He needed shower right now. Undressing one piece of clothing after another he made his way to the bathroom. He turned water tap on and stepped into the shower. Water was trickling down his body, wetting his black hair, making it stick to his head. Water hid something he couldn't control right now - tears that were running down his cheeks.

They - Kai and other stranger were already in Kai's room. Having sex. Sehun heard it all through the thin wall that was separating his room from Kai's. But this time he didn't run away. He felt need to torture himself further by listening to all those noise coming from the other room. He was lying flat on his bed, hair still damp. He was looking at the ceiling, weeping. Kai's moans not helping him.

After, for Sehun a very long while, all the moans and noises stopped. He was tired from crying, he didn't have any more strength. Wrapping blanked around his body, the same Kai used with him this morning, he fell asleep.

Sehun stirred from his sleep he heard his mother's voice coming from downstairs. She was talking to someone, probably on the phone, Sehun thought. He fell asleep again, it was still too early for him to wake up and he wasn't feeling well. He had hard time breathing through his nose. His nose clogged. Lying on the bed with wet hair wasn't such a great idea...

Next time he woke up, it was to the alarm clock. Time to wake up, dress up, eat something and go to work. But today he was weak, his nose was still in the same condition as when he woke up before. The only way for him to breathe was through his mouth. When he finally rolled off the bed, he went to the bathroom. We washed his face with cold water. Leaning against washbasin he looked at himself in the mirror. He had to admit that he looked like corpse that had just came back from the other world. His eyes red and puffy from crying, dark circles under his eyes from lack of sleep, nose red from his numerous attempts to blow it, his whole face pale.

He was going through the clothes in his closet. He felt like wearing sweatpants and pillow on his head, but well, he had to work. After putting on black pants and black dress shirt, he looked at himself in the mirror. He looked good, but in his own eyes... it was something different. As he was coming downstairs, he heard his mom was still talking to someone, but only after coming into kitchen did he discern Kai sitting behind dining table, talking with Sehun's mum.

Upon seeing Sehun at the door, Sehun's mom beamed, but then her expression fell, when she saw his face. ''My gosh, Sehun what happened to you??'' She screeched and that was when Kai turned around to look at Sehun, who only gave him his stone cold gaze in return.

''I'll be late tonight mom.'' He said and with that he left for work. Leaving Kai dumb-struck. Kai caught up with him in no time in front of his house. He grabbed Sehun by his wrist to turn him around, but Sehun kept walking with all the strength he had left.