My Boyfie Next Door [SeKai]

Chapter Four

Kai was sitting in Sehun's chair behind his desk. He was looking out of window, watching little kids playing games outside. He turned when he heard Sehun's light footsteps on the wooden floor. Sehun was closing bathroom door, only towel hanging around his hips. Blood stirred in Kai's loins at the sight.

Sehun realised where Kai was looking. ''What?''

Kai looked elsewhere and mouthed Nothing but his gaze slipped back to Sehun's lower part of the body.

''Honestly?'' Sehun, as innocent as he was, came closer to Kai, and stopped few feet away from him. ''And now what? What do you want to do?''

''Things I would do to you, Oh Sehun...'' Kai wriggled his black eyebrows, but stood up from the chair. He took a blanket and wrapped it around Sehun. He leaned closer to him and whispered in his ear, making shivers run down Sehun's spine. ''I would kiss you all night long, and never let you go. I would make love to you, or let you make love to me.'' He hugged Sehun tight and kissed his neck. ''I should go,'' He pulled back, and looked into Sehun's eyes.

This time it was Sehun who made a move. He let the blanket slip from his shoulders and held Kai's head in both of his hands, he leaned in, their lips just slightly brushing, but Kai was the one who finished it for him, pressing his lips tightly on his own. Kai sneaked his hands around Sehun's torso and pressed their hips together. And that was when Sehun's eyeballs almost fell out. ''Kai-'' He pulled back. ''Are you-'' Sehun was flushed, once again.

''Uh- If you were about to ask if I got this-'' He pointed at his bulge. ''because of you, then answer is yes.'' Kai said it quickly. Confidence and arrogant behaviour he showed few minutes back were long gone.

''Jongin, I don't think I'm ready yet.'' Sehun leaned in and pecked on the corner of Kai's mouth.

''You weren't ready back then, you aren't ready now. But if it were Luhan standing here instead of me...'' Kai didn't meet Sehun's gaze. ''You would do it, wouldn't you?'' Kai shook his head. ''I should go.''

Sehun caught his hand into both of his own to stop him. ''I- It's not like that. I wanted it back then. I really did Jongin. I'm just scared...'' Sehun stuttered. ''I wanted- I wanted my first time- I wanted it to be you.'' He took a deep breath. ''But then you stopped talking to me and-'' Tears started to form in his eyes. ''I thought- I thought it was because I didn't- I, wanted to Jongin, really-'' Sehun was weeping at that point.

''Shh-, Hunnie, don't, please.'' Kai hugged Sehun really tight. ''That wasn't the reason why I-'' Kai's eyes started to well up with tears as well. ''You knew how I always felt about you, and even now you're so oblivious Hunnie.'' He pulled back and held Sehun by his shoulders. ''You know why I stopped talking to you back then and even though you deny it that was the reason. And you chose at that time. But it wasn't me.''

''But we were friends Jongin! And back then I didn't know what to think about it! I was scared, I was gay, and I was scared to come out with it! And-''

''You think I wasn't scared? Until now my dad doesn't even talk to me! He thinks I'm disgrace to my family! I'm his only son Sehun! And I didn't mind coming out - because of you, dummy!'' Kai's eyes were red. ''But you got to like that idiot who didn't even acknowledge you!'' Kai shook his head.

''So that was it? Just because you thought I chose Luhan over you?'' Sehun had a hard time breathing properly. Tears trickling down his face made it even harder. ''I came by every single day after that! And only response I got was that Kai don't want to be friends with you anymore-.And then when you brought home those people and you... I've heard it all Kai! I wished it was me with you!'' he was cut off when Kai pressed his hand on his mouth. '