We're Not So Different Now; Part One

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!!!Important!!!

Anyone who's already read this story, just know I changed this one a bit, but mostly by its name.

Kay, continue reading 



::::::I Point Of View Change::::: 
:::::I Bill Cipher/William Rephric :::::

Sighing as I stand in front of my little saplings door, trying to calm myself down, I spoke to myself in my head, okay Cipher, don't screw this up and pretend you're the boy next door that just moved in, then it'll all be free sailing from here.

Taking a few more breather's, I raised my hand to knock on the door, but before I could, it opened with Pinetree and another guy next to him...

"Who the hell is he?", I questioned in my head, okay me, don't freak, remember to pretend like you just met him and you're actually not a fabulous being that can conquer. Waving my hand in the air in front of the two astonished boys, I mumbled out "I-uh hi, I'm William Rephric, I just moved here and thought I could meet my next door neighbors".

Dipper's response was at first a scratch behind his head and with a confused mumble "um yeah, you can just call me Dipper and the guy behind me is my friend, we're going out to the park nearby here, so since you're new you can-uh join us?", then he shyly looked away while shrugging "but of course that's your decision Will". My eye's, or should I say eye, gleamed with excitement, and I repeatedly nodded my head up and down. Quickly, a smile formed on Dipper's face as he took acknowledgement to my upbeat attitude and in return, flicked his wrist and motioned me to follow him and his friend. 

"So William, how'd you get that eye patch or is it just to look cool",  Dipper's friend questioned to me.

Bringing my hand up to my covered eye and wrapping my other hand around my waist, I murmured out "I was involved in something, the incident left a few scars on my mind mostly, but this one" I clenched on my eye patch a bit more while slowly breathing a bit, "this is a permanent scar that will forever remind me of every little detail that happened, all the way to the beginning to it's end". This story was true, the only exception from the story was that I killed someone that day, but you could say it was from self-defense, after all he raped me, well the man did that to this body which I stole. After the kid told his parents about the incident, they kicked him out for the night and so I made a deal with him. The deal was that he'd let me use his body and in exchange, I'll find people who can truly love this body of his, even for that immoral incident that happened to him; but the thing is, I'm using his body so Dipper can love me, but in reality, he'd fall in love with this meat bag...

With both of their gazes on me, I didn't know what to do anymore, but Dipper's friend broke the awkward silence by comforting me with a light punch to my shoulder and saying "that's some pretty heavy stuff, good thing you moved here with your parents to help you get over it, right"?

Looking sideways, I replied "actually, I ran away", I took my hand off my eye and placed both arms on my sides, freely hanging. "I got a good paying job and bought this house myself, but before that I lived in an apartment by myself and I haven't exactly went to middle school, but I finished it because I home-schooled myself". Mh, yeah... I guess you could say I've been in this body longer than I'm letting on.

Looking up at Dipper, he was looking at me with a sorrowful expression. He came closer to me and stopped in his tracks, then holding my shoulder to stop me as well. His friend was on my other side, I think, but what I was mostly curious about was what Dipper's next move was. 

This came as a surprise, but he leaned in close to me, lightly placing his head on my shoulder, lacing his arms around my upper body, and gave me to what seemed like a hug. The comfort was nice, it was...

"Don't worry bout your past William".

It was like a home.

"We're here for you now".

It didn't take long for tears to drizzle down my face, I don't know what caused it, I couldn't control it either, but I guess their are some things that I still need to learn after all.

We stayed like that for awhile, except I somehow had my arms wrapped under Dippers arms and clinging to his shoulders. I quickly push off of him and apologize for showing such a weak side of myself and for losing my composure over something so trivial.

He faintly smiled back at me, and so did his friend, and scoffed at the fact that I'm apologizing for something I couldn't help. They both went in to give me a hug, which I graciously accepted, and we ended up walking back to where we first met because we spent most of our time wasting it on introductions and my inability to control something that abruptly happen. 

I wave them off as I say my goodbyes and close my door. I spun my body around and slid down, against the door, with it touching my back. I quietly sit there, properly thinking about what just happened between me and Pinetree, not including the extra person there of course.

"Unpredictably sudden", was what I said out loud, and it was true; me, myself included. 

To start off, Dipper was totally different with me, Mabel wasn't there for some reason, and I...

Well, I guess I can't call myself perfect anymore because I broke down without knowing my reason, I didn't even want to show weak emotions, yet I cried when I told this persons story. The reaction I got didn't help the situation either, this body wasn't supposed to cry, it was supposed to be perfect for Dipper. It has to be, it will be... it needs to be..... the reason why I want it to be, is because I love you.

I Love Dipper Pines.

"I love that Pines boy so much, it hurts more than hell", I said out loud with a quiet voice, then tears started dropping down again. Seems like it's complicated to control tears that flow from this body; doesn't that suck...




--------------------Authors Note

the reason why it's short is because I wanted to ask, should I add the bodys ghost? You know, the body Bill is currently controlling, it has a ghost, but I'm not sure if it should or should't be added.

Please leave a comment and vote on this if you kinda enjoyed it.


___Author's Note___

6-9-2016

Uh, guys... I really have been a terrible author for not being able to keep up with my stories, but I can't say I won't continue this or any of the others because eventually I will, just not now or for awhile... Anyways, I kinda wanna know if  I should or shouldn't have this guys ghost be in the story or not, so seriously help me out and say.

please?


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