BECAUSE I LOVE YOU

WHY..?

"..sometimes we have to say goodbye to find what we truly want to ourselves.."

                                       xixi

CHAPTER FOUR

I woke up late because of what just happened last night,I wasnt able to sleep well..

Sam,my mysteryosong nagpadala nang flowers sayo..wow! may manliligaw na ang anak ko,naku ha,magpakipot ka muna bago mo sagutin anak,mom called out..

huh?at sino naman kaya yon ma?i asked.

aba ewan..nagdoorbell lang tapos paglabas ko wala nang tao,flowers nalang ang andyan.so,i assumed para sayo yan,alangan namang sakin,naku! matanda na ako para dyan..

Ma naman..flowers lang yun,but i excitedly go outside, and namangha ako sa flowers coz it was my favorite flower, white roses and it was arranged beautifully, ay may note? Sino kaya nagpadala..at......muntik ko nang mabitawan ang bulaklak nang nabasa ko ang note at kung sino ang ngpadala..

Sam,

im sorry,i love you,please wait for me..

Cy

When I looked outside,I saw Cy,he waved goodbye, hinabol ko siya,pero habang hinahabol ko siya,palayo siya nang palayo,tinawag ko siya..

Ccyyyy!!Cyyy!wait! Hintayin mo muna ako,we need to talk! Please,Cyruuuuss!! Umiyak ako,kasi unti unting naglaho si Cyrus sa paningin ko.. Kahit anong habol ko sa kanya..

Wala na si Cyrus, iniwan nya na ako, bakit Cy?bakit?ano bang nagawa ko,tanong ko sa sarili ko..

Umiyak ako,mugtong mugto ang mga mata ko,at nagising ako..sa katotohanan.. At umiiyak pa rin..

It was a dream.. Akala ko totoo..bumaba ako sandali para uminom ng tubig,then may nagdoorbell..nagmadali akong nagbukas sa pinto, expecting it was Cy,but hindi pala, ang kuya Xander pala..

Aba kuya,ang aga mong manligaw ha..

Uhm Sam,im not here for your ate..itatanong ko lang kung andito si Cyrus?di sya umuwi kagabi, we called Scar,sabi nya umalis daw ng maaga,mgkasama ba kayo kagabi?

Whattttt?why nasaan si Cy?
Yes kuya,at around 1am na ako nakauwi,hinatid pa nga nya ako.

Cy? Why? I rushed to my room and tinawagan ko si Cyrus,pero naka off ang phone nya, nagdial ako nang ilang ulit pero wala tlaga,at bumaba ako uli,

Hindi ko sya makontak kuya,i didnt know may plano syang ganun,he seemed okay naman kagabi,pero I observed him lately na parang laging balisa,pero ayaw nyang sabihin sa akin.. May problem ba sa bahay niyo?

Huh?ah, eh, wala naman Sam,its just that maybe he has some personal issues na kelangan nyang iresolve alone, ewan ko sa kanya..wala rin naman siyang sinasabi,lagi lang naman yung parang walang problema..

San kaya sya nagpunta?my thoughts are now in chaos thinking what that note was about..he loves me?pero bakit siya umalis?why?

uhm..Sam?i have to go,kelangan ko pang sabihin nina mom and dad that he is not here,im sorry Sam,maybe he has some good explaination about this when he comes back..coz kahit kami walang alam kung anong problema niya..

ok,kuya Xander,and please keep me updated if my alam na kayo kung nasaan siya,please kuya,im so worried about him.

ok Sam,but im sure ikaw ang unang tatawagan niya..

Days had passed, naging buwan,I waited for Cy to call or text,but wala, I graduation came.. I was lonely, until now, I graduated in flying colors, but it was not enough, hindi kompleto ang buhay ko, something is missing, and I knew it's Cy, ang lungkot lungkot ng buhay ko nang mawala si Cy, wala man lang paalam, wala kaming alam kung nasaan siya..ilang araw akong walang imik,i was a disaster..buti nalang andiyan si ate,si mama,at kuya xander, they helped me to cope up, daig ko pa ang iniwan at niloko ng boyfriend..

I went to college, I pursued a degree, i tried to move on kahit masakit, years had passed at dumating na ang college graduation ko,lahat sila masaya, except me.. I graduated as cum laude, i strived hard to focus on my studies, para naman mapawi ang lungkot na nararamdaman ko, my friends laughs at me kasi tatanda daw akong dalaga,kasi wala pa raw akong lovelife, wala rin daw akong night life, they say ang boring daw ng buhay ko..

6 yeas after graduating college..

I already had a job, I worked as a manager in a five star hotel,and my life is still boring..

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