~3rd Letter: These weird feelings

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Dear FCN,

It's been 2 days since my last letter, I hope you didn't think I forgot about you. And just so you'll know, I didn't stop writing because you never sent a reply, I knew right from the start that I'll never get a letter from someone who lives in another reality. I was just a bit busy at school, but that doesn't matter now. I'm just glad I'm able to write to you again.

Anyway, here's a quick update on what's been happening in my life right now.

My family's still awesome. Dad's always there to support me in everything I do along with my mom. They're really great parents and I'm proud of them. My sister on the other hand's starting to get the hang of her new bike, isn't that great?

Oh, and I managed to continue watching your show/reading your book. I have to say, you were pretty awesome. A little unorthodox, I admit; but awesome nonetheless! My parent's even bought me some of your show/book's merchandise!

Yeah, I'm pretty much contented with my life right now. I'm doing great in school and there's nothing I can complain about.

Well, except for the fact that my friend has a new crush from our school and won't stop talking about it. Gods! She's making my ears bleed from all the "Daniel this" and "Daniel that"...

She talks about how great this Daniel guy is when the truth is, he's not even half the guy you are.

I mean, yeah he's cute, but he has no distinctive character.

During the moments my friends start to talk about him, I unconsciously think of you. I thought about how different you were from the other guys (both real and fictional), how you tend to be the equal balance of eccentric and idealistic at the same time. I compare you to different kinds of guys and somehow, you topped all of them in some way. You have something in you that makes you stand out, something that I've come to appreciate completely.

I may not know what it is, but I do know that it's something that not everyone can have.

To tell you honestly, whenever I think about you, I feel myself smile unconsciously. It was really weird but... somewhat natural for me. Actually, writing to you now makes my heart flutter a bit. It's really fun talking/writing to someone who I know won't judge me for something I say or do.

Am I weird for feeling this way?

Others may say otherwise, but I knew writing to you would help me out a lot. In fact, in the smallest of cases, you made me understand myself a little better. So thanks a lot.

I have to go now, I have to do some homework. But I'll write to you soon, ok?

Yours truly,
YN

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