Dear FCN,
I can't believe I'm doing this again.
But I have no choice... my friends are too busy talking about things I'm not interested in. Their not from the same fandom as me, but their still great gals... I just wish they can pay attention to what I want to say...
Anyway, we're at our favorite smoothie shop right now and as always, I'm being left out.
They weren't paying attention to me so I decided to just... write another letter. At least somehow, I can vent out what I've been keeping in all this time...
Sigh.
You know the feeling you get every time you get isolated and alone; like there's no one there to talk to you or even listen to you and it's driving you mad!
Well, that's exactly how I feel right now.
I feel like no one ever listens to me because my ideas are different from theirs. Like everything that comes out from my mouth is just a bad idea waiting to happen.
I feel so alone and demeaned at the same time. And it kinda hurts to know that my friends can't even notice it.
You know what? I wish I had some of your friends right now.
You're lucky you have friends who're always there when you feel down. You guys define "squad goals". You've shared most of your greatest adventures with them and made tons of memories together!
Or if not, at least you have someone who listens to you at the very least.
To tell you honestly, I'm really jealous.
That's why... I've decided that... maybe I'll write to you really often...
I mean, this'll probably be weird for tons of people...but I find it helpful.
It's like writing to a friend.
Because let's face it, you won't be going anywhere right? I know I can always count on you... even if we don't know much of each other that much, at least we can still try to be friends right?
I have to get going now, the group's already leaving... bye~ I'll write to you soon.
Your friend,
YN
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Love Letters: A Fangirl's Tragic Tale
Romansa.... What happens when you write a letter to someone who doesn't exist? .... What if he receives your letters and writes back to you? .... What if his reply never reached you? .... What if...???
