Anonymous ~PHANFICTION~

Chapter 8

Phils Pov

To: Cat  9:00am 

"what do you mean by, you've had sex with a fag"

From: Cat 9:01am

"I fucked dan, haha, see you later fag, go have fun fucking him,  by the way I'm telling my older brothers. watch your back" 

I do have nobody, I need to get away from here. I started to run away "HEY PHIL STOP RUNNING" I heard somebody shout, I can tell who it is, it was clearly dan, but I did not want to talk to him right now, I ran as fast as I could to a river.

My head rested against the tree and I closed my eyes and just thought about life, "You've really messed up this time, phil" i mumbled to myself, "no you're not phil" i heard a soft voice say to me i opened my eyes to see a brown eyed boy staring directly into my eyes "Dan, leave me alone" "Why coz you don't like the fact that you're gay"  gay, GAY that word rang like a  bell in my head, i don't know what i am anymore, my eyes flooded with tears and they ran down my face like a river "Hey, hey phil why are you crying, i didn't mean to make you cry I'm sorry" i felt his long arm wrap around my waist. i shoved him hard off of me "Y-YOU DONT UNDERSTAND DO YOU? IVE LOST EVERYTHING, MY FAMILY, MY GIRLFRIEND, MY FRIENDS, BECAUSE OF YOU" i raised my voice and emphasised the end bit. his facial expression dropped, i just broke him, i just saw dan howell break straight infront of me. "if thats how you feel. i'll go" i saw dan turn away "and phil, you hadn't lost your friends, i was your friend. also phil there is nothing wrong with being gay" i heard his voice crack at the end of his sentence and i knew he had started crying he started to walk away.

i can't believe i made dan feel like this, I basically lead him on. i ran over to dan and wrapped my arms around his waist from the back. "I'm sorry dan"