Alpha's Silver mate_COMPLETED

Chapitre 10

Riley's POV (Yep he will be important for the story too)

Oh my God! Oh my God! Oh my God!   There is no way back anymore. Less than 5 minutes and it's the end of the class.. Damn I'm having a headache and a stomachache and a pancreasache.. I don't know if that's even possible. I'm feeling so f*cking nervous I can't concentrate.  What if she says «No»? What if she laughs at me? What if.. I don't know.. Man up a little!  Damn she's just so .. GORGEOUS!  Like really .. Wow!  

I'm so stupid! I shouldn't have asked her. Of course she'll say 'No'!! She's way out of my league.

People do tell me I'm somewhat fine looking or cute and all but well girls are always the ones to come first and flirt with me. Too bad Silver didn't do the same.  I mean, hell, I would be sooo down if she'd ask me!  And now I don't know what to do. I don't know how to flirt?! Now that I think about it I'm pretty lame... Anyway should I just ask her on the date or bluntly ask her to be mine.. I mean my girlfriend.. or .. Wait what?

That's it, I'm loosing it.

Driiiiiiiiiing

F*ck the bell! I'm gonna faint. I think I'm hypervantillating. 

I see Silver from the corner of my eye and my heart clenches painfully. Don't look at her yet! Calm down first! Breath... That's right!  My palms are all sweaty along with the rest of my body. Breath in, now breath out.. slowly .. Now open your eyes. I open them and almost chocke with air.

-Silver.. I say in a mere whisper since I am about to have a heart attack. She is standing in front of my desk with a blank expression on her pretty face. She is too beautiful for my health.. I tried to think about a good thing to say but all I can do right now is grin like an idiot.

I would be the happiest man if I could have her.  For now I can only imagine  what it would be like holding her little hand in mine and kissing her sweet cheecks, her small nose,  holding her by that thin waist and kissing those glorious.. li... 

-You ok? She asks me with a confused frown. Huh? What kind of face was I making for her to look at me like that?   

Andrew, my teammate decides to answer this question..

-Damn man, stop drolling! You're such a creep. He laughs at me but I don't find him funny because.. well I was indeed drolling over her.  Damn  Idiot, man up a little or she'll think you don't worth it.  Right, right. Chill, be cool and confident. Girls like confident guys from what my sister told me.

 -S-Shut up, Andrew. I finally manage to stutter (oh well at least I spoke) and pack my things in the bag trying not to shake too much. Right now I feel like a feverish lovesick fangirl infront of half naked One Direction. 

Maybe I can fake a panic attack and tell her to come some other time? Or shout a gaz alert and run away..  Really dude? Run away? Maaaan who am I stuck with..  Right, I can't do that. 

Once I'm done with my stuff I take a deep breath and look back at her. How can someone be that perfect.. I could be damned for her milky skin, her long hair, every inch of her face and.. body.. I return my face back up to look at her and she frowns even more confused, tilting her head on the side. The cutest frown I've ever seen! I clear my troat. 

-Hum yeah .. I ... you have a minute? I say with as much composure as I manage to find. Why did I say that? She is waiting for me so obviously she has a minute and I'm only waisting her time.  Her frown is replaced with the calm look she always wears and I can see the red mark from the «foreheads shock» with Sam she had earlier. Speaking of what I'll have to talk to that girl. Why would Sam hurt my Silevr when she was the one who helped me to... well grow some balls.