Alpha's Silver mate_COMPLETED

Chapitre 14

Daniel POV:

What has got into me? Dang it. I didn't want to make Samantha cry. I just lost it when she said that about Silver. I should have told her that she is my mate. We always tell everything to each other but this time I didn't dare. I was afraid if I told her it would disappear: the bond, the pull, Silver. .. It'd be unbeareble to lose her. I want to be sure about the matebond before I say it to anyone. And anyway I need to talk to my mate first: explain everything to her calmly and sort the things out. God, she'll be a mervelous Luna, my Luna. «Silver Wilson». I love the sound of it.

Slow down your hourses dude. With your luck, you'll be the first alpha ever being rejected. Should I recall you that she knows about you whoring around..?

What the.. Why are you so mean to me? Aren't you the one who'll suffer the most if she rejects us? Stop with your pissimism, it starts to rubb on me.

First, it'll be your fault if she rejects us, entierly and unconditionnaly. Second, you'll suffer just as much as me. Not only because you'll feel my pain, ALL of it and trust me when I say you won't like it. BUT especially because you'll be half empty and half as powerful as you could have been.

What do you mean by that? Isn't it just that I'll be heartbroken? And there is a second chance mate, no?

Do you really want an other mate?

HELL NO!

Right. And a mate is the other piece of your soul. The puzzle that'll make you whole as cheesy as it may sound. There may be the second chance mate for some if they deserve it, but it won't feel that right. It's like trying to put an other puzzle piece in place of the right one: it may be almost the same size but still not the perfect one. Mates are choosen for a reason. Plus remember, the pain won't get away. Eever. You'll eventually get used to it, but it'll stay right there. Oh yeah not ot mention that I'll hate you...

I felt myself sweat up at that thought. I don't want to be rejected by her. I love her. I fell for her at the first sight. Even before I found out she was my mate. She is mine! I want her! I have to be careful and do the things right, without scaring her away. But there is the 'Riley problem'. I don't like how close they are. And Silver's brother could be a problem too. Huuuuuh, it's so troublesome. I need to think about it carefully.

So since I apologized to my sis, it's in a good mood that we drove off for school. I dropped Sam, Paul and myself in the parking lot.

-Well thanks then, I'm heading off. Sam waved her hand at us. I know she's going to join Silver and it takes me all I have not to tag along. It would be creepy, really, so I judged against it.

-I know what you're thinking about... Paul says teasengly but I don't quiet get why.

-What do you mean? I ask genuinly confused

-Oh please, don't you «what do you mean» me! I'm your beta. I have accesse to your mind remember?

-God dammit I forgot to block my mind! I mutter to myself, knowing that he heard it anyway but quickly bloc my mind from him. Don't want him to assist at my further thaughts. Don't you dare tell anyone! I'm not even sure myself. Please!

-Got it, my friend. Don't worry! I will shut my mouth about your mate. He grins at me proudly while I look at him with a horrifyed expression. The idiot just yelled it to the whole school to hear.

I quickly leave making my way to my class. I wait eagerly for the morning classes to pass so I can meet Silver at lunch. I've never been so nerveous. It must be some mate's stuff.